CHAPTER SIXTEEN: THE MOMENT I LOST HER

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"There could be no closure if there was never a beginning from the start."

- Halcyon Evenfall

I finally decided to tell her how I

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I finally decided to tell her how I

really felt about her. I want her to be

happy. I want to be by her side

especially when she is in her worst. I

want to protect her from anything

that would harm her. I want to hold

her hands and tell her how important

she is in my life. But I never had.

After Aikido training, I tried to find

her but she was never to be found.

But before I could train in taekwondo,

my fellow aikidoka told me he had a

bad news and he wouldn't told me in

the gym. So I didn't train in

taekwondo and went with them. He

told me the reason why she was not

training for two weeks. Because

someone already won her heart.

The world became dark as if the time

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The world became dark as if the time

had stopped. I pathetically laughed at

myself and at the same time I felt

crying. I felt the same feeling that I

felt years ago... self pity.

I was so foolish to fall for a girl whom

I never had a chance to be with her. I

felt despair as my heart was about to

be crushed. It was really painful.

I want to protect her but she was

never there to be protected. I made

sacrifices but she never knew

anything about it. I want to stand

beside her and help her when she's in

need but she never saw me. I deeply

care for her and I would do anything

to make her happy but she never felt

it. I loved her but she never knew

about it so she never loved me back. It

wasn't her fault, it was mine.

She became a very important part of

my life but I was just nothing to her.

Being shy and nice wouldn't take you

anywhere except to pain and despair.

I was really a fool to readily give my

everything to a girl who never saw

me. It was not love but foolishness.

Thank you for the time reading my

story. In the end, I finally realized that

she may have been important to me

but I was nothing to her. It was just

like a dream. It may not be the most

tragic love story but I hope none of

you would suffer the same fate as I

did, My moments with her has finally

came to an end.

came to an end

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