"There could be no closure if there was never a beginning from the start."
- Halcyon Evenfall
I finally decided to tell her how I
really felt about her. I want her to be
happy. I want to be by her side
especially when she is in her worst. I
want to protect her from anything
that would harm her. I want to hold
her hands and tell her how important
she is in my life. But I never had.
After Aikido training, I tried to find
her but she was never to be found.
But before I could train in taekwondo,
my fellow aikidoka told me he had a
bad news and he wouldn't told me in
the gym. So I didn't train in
taekwondo and went with them. He
told me the reason why she was not
training for two weeks. Because
someone already won her heart.
The world became dark as if the time
had stopped. I pathetically laughed at
myself and at the same time I felt
crying. I felt the same feeling that I
felt years ago... self pity.
I was so foolish to fall for a girl whom
I never had a chance to be with her. I
felt despair as my heart was about to
be crushed. It was really painful.
I want to protect her but she was
never there to be protected. I made
sacrifices but she never knew
anything about it. I want to stand
beside her and help her when she's in
need but she never saw me. I deeply
care for her and I would do anything
to make her happy but she never felt
it. I loved her but she never knew
about it so she never loved me back. It
wasn't her fault, it was mine.
She became a very important part of
my life but I was just nothing to her.
Being shy and nice wouldn't take you
anywhere except to pain and despair.
I was really a fool to readily give my
everything to a girl who never saw
me. It was not love but foolishness.
Thank you for the time reading my
story. In the end, I finally realized that
she may have been important to me
but I was nothing to her. It was just
like a dream. It may not be the most
tragic love story but I hope none of
you would suffer the same fate as I
did, My moments with her has finally
came to an end.
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Moments with Her
RomanceA one-sided love story in college narrating a perspective of a guy who practices karate in which he trained and fell for a maiden who practices taekwondo. It shows the hopelessness of a one-sided love story and the struggle of keeping his emotions.