"Our own failures will guide us to avoid making the same mistakes we made from the past."
- Halcyon EvenfallIn the end, I couldn't win her heart, I
couldn't stand beside her, I couldn't
protect her. I couldn't be with her. I
felt so powerless but that pain
developed me into a better person. I
have learned a lot of lesson from it. It
changed me from being shy to a
confident person. I see the world
much clearer now. I became more
appreciative for the things I have. It
was not yet the end of the world for it
opened my eyes.
I thank God for this journey he gave
me. I didn't manage to be with her but
it made me a strong person. I thank
my friend who always backed me up
and support me. I thank my fellow
Aikidoka for being with me in my
times of joy and sorrow, comforting
me whenever I felt down. I thank the
taekwondoin who became friendly to
me even though I wasn't part of their
varsity team. Still, they let me train
with them to sharpen my skills and of
course, I thank her. Every moments
that happened passed like a dream.
There might be a chance you are
reading this and all I want to say is
thank you. Thank you for training
with me. Thank you for the joy you
gave to me. Thank you for the
moments we spend together and most
of all, thank you for being a part of my
life even though I was not part of
yours. I'm sorry I didn't told you how I
felt about you. I'm sorry for not
fighting for you. I'm sorry for making
you angry sometimes. I'm sorry if you
have to spend your time training with
me intead of resting after your
training and I'm sorry I couldn't be
with you but I hope you will be happy
with him. I really felt sad when you
didn't train anymore. I don't know
when you will come back or ever
come back and I still want to tell how
I felt about you but even though you
may hate me for it, I still wish for
your happiness.
Thank you,
for the moments with you.
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Moments with Her
RomanceA one-sided love story in college narrating a perspective of a guy who practices karate in which he trained and fell for a maiden who practices taekwondo. It shows the hopelessness of a one-sided love story and the struggle of keeping his emotions.