"Thinking of my loss puts me in despair, the only path left is to move on to find happiness again."
- Halcyon Evenfall
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The night was cold as I sit on a bench
reflecting on my demeanors. As I
write in my journal, I think of why did
I do those things. Why would I
became sad even though we were not
even a couple. I was stupid to fall for
her even though we barely knew each
other. I was falling in love, I didn't
realize that I was also falling apart.
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I lowered my self worth to the point
that people were started seeing me as
a pathetic person who desperately
clung to a girl who didn't even care
for me. I started to realize another
important thing, my own worth.
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As I walk by the park, I retook the
path where we walked together. I was
thinking how would have been ended
if I was a confident person. Would I
have been painfully rejected or would
I have been with her to love and
support her?
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Still, it's over now. I continue to walk
reminiscing the things we did. I
practiced kata while she watches, she
taught me how to kick and we were
scolded by the authorities because we
were still outside even though there
was a curfew. It wasn't really a
romantic memories but I was
genuinely happy that time but it's all
in the past now. Now, she already has
a special someone making her happy
to the point that she doesn't attend t
raining which she really was
dedicated to. I guess it was really my
last moment being in love to her.
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I hope she finds true happiness like
what I found when I met her. Seeing
her smile makes my day but seeing
her smile with another guy, my heart
cracks deep inside. There's no path
left for me but to move forward.
There's no point in despairing on my
loss. I don't know if I could handle it
but if I don't move forward and move
on, I wouldn't find my own happiness
even if it means leaving her.
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Moments with Her
RomanceA one-sided love story in college narrating a perspective of a guy who practices karate in which he trained and fell for a maiden who practices taekwondo. It shows the hopelessness of a one-sided love story and the struggle of keeping his emotions.
