hiccstrid:the guy with glasses

The truth

Hiccup's POV

my mind is so messed up, how did dad get a blood stained knife??

Something's telling me its not right......

I looked at the box, it looks familiar, like I have seen it in years.....

I grabbed the box and I noticed there is a piece of paper

There are words.....

'I just can't handle this life...... im so sorry mom, dad and hiccup...

I love you guys....goodbye....'

There's a name....... Only it was covered in blood stains

Who's this person?? Why is he/she saying goodbye?? Is this a suicidal note??

[A/N: no hiccup, that's a market list]

Oh gods!! This is so messed up!! What's this?!! Did I know this person?!!

I gotta ask dad about this!!

I stood up on my bed and ran to dad's office......but he's not there

I checked his room, the kitchen, the dinning room etc.

So there is only one place...... At the backyard....

Luckily I found him there..... He burried the knife

"Dad, we have to talk" I said

"If it was about this knife, I told you it was mine" dad said

"No dad, about who this person is" I showed the letter

He sighed and massaged his temples, "hiccup..... I think its time for you to know...."

"To know what?!!" I said frustratedly

He said he's going to tell me inside his office

As soon as we got there..... Dad locked the doors and closed the curtains

"If your cousin asks..... Don't tell her" dad said

I nodded

"You were only 8 months old that time, and that person you ask who is??

..........He's your brother" as dad said it, I was left dumb founded..... I have a brother...... I'm not the only child

"Rupert haddock, he's a very intelligent like you.....but he has no friends, everyone avoids him and he was always bullied by students, me and your mom luckily stops him from committing suicides, but the last one was not, you were his only friend, he always takes care of you" dad said

"Dad.... I-I...don't know what to say..." I said

How could I be happy for all years not knowing my father dies everyday just thinking about Rupert?? What kind of a person am I?? Well ofcourse I dont know about him, but I still felt guilty.......

"I'm sorry....." I said

"Its not you fault son, it's his choice..... I'm sure, wherever he is, his happy that nobody did the same to you" dad said

Dad's making this worst...... i don't know.... Actually I'm hearing things from my mind saying..... 'You are selfish' 'you don't care' 'why don't you notice?' Well for the third time....: my mind is so messed up right now

If he was like me........ How calm nobody did those things to me?? Did they know?? Or I'm not just that kind of loner.....

I got out of dad's office, I saw amanda on the living room putting out a tongue

I just rolled my eyes and headed to the kitchen to get some food

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Hoo!!! Sorry for the long update and short chapter!!!

Sarreh!!! Sarreh!! I'm just running out of time, I can't use my ipad on weekdays so I have to make chapters for just weekends, so..... This chapter is so truth revealing..... Sorry no Hiccstrid moment

So the next update will be next week again..... Pfft!! I'm not sure!! My mom hasn't paid the internet and I have to come with her on shopping at the mall just to catch some internet

Anyways thank you for all you wonderfull comments and votes and OM DOUBLE-G

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