hiccstrid:the guy with glasses

Failed confessions

Picture above is my own art inspired on my other story 'story of us'

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Astrid's POV

I stopped walking as I heard him say that

Should I talk to him? Or should I continue walking away..... Honestly Im still weirded out seeing him skip classes just to sit by a locker and think about things

Which is my favorite thing to do...

But usually I was sad when I do that......

Is the whole happening keeps on bugging him?? Is he affected by it?

I looked at him sitting there...his eyes are so red, he was crying all the time and it surprises me he doesn't wear those piece of plastics

Gods hiccup.... Why can't everything just come back to the way it was??

Its been only yesterday but it feels like forever....

My grip on the strap of my bag tighten like I've been wanting to do something that I can't

"I know...Im too stupid to fall on such lies....I thought you-" in a matter of seconds....I quickly kneeled beside hiccup and hugged him like my body has its own mind

Im sorry I can't handle this anymore....

It feels like hugging him is the best thing that I could feel. There's one more thing that I have to do.....

.......Confess

"I'm sorry for everything! I should be the one apologizing not you! I have been keeping something from you that I'm scared of telling you because The truth will only change everything between us. And only the future can tell if it will end up on the better or the worst..." I hugged him more tighter

It took time before I can feel any movements from him. Until he hugged me back

He didn't said anything

Here it goes...

"And.....and sorry for not noticing..."

He broke the hug

"Y-you-you....you know?"

"Jack told me everything" I looked away not wanting to look straight his eyes

"....that dweeb" he cursed silently

I smiled weakly at his faint voice

But then I remembered what mom told me earlier....

Why can't life just get more easier?! Is this the consequences when you fall inlove??

"Since you already knew it... Any response about it? I mean....I-I'm not rushing on what your gonna say....a-and you didn't really have to say anything I..." He scratched the back of his neck

"Its fine don't worry about it.. Its....its not a big....deal" I sighed

Still I can't tell him!! I was ready to confess my feelings for him!

He looked really disappointed...but not as disappointed I'am to myself.....you're such a liar astrid....

"Atleast you knew about it! It-its no big deal right? So...bestfriends??" He held his hand into a bro fist

Guilt spread all over me as I looked at his hand turned into a fist.....come on astrid! You're better than this.....just say the truth! Fix everything!! Just stop thinking what you're mom said...cause it won't help the problem...don't think on what would people say cause it will terrify you more