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22. Fake

Do not get me started,

On what?

The tears I fought,

I wrote what I was sorry about

But you are not there

When you promised you would be,

It's heart-breaking

Everything you were saying, faking,

But I have your memories filed on all these pages

But you would not read them even if i keep writing them for ages,

I still remember the funny faces you made in class

Those times, I wish would not have passed,

It was nice seeing you everyday

Until the 18th of May

That is when I last saw you, what can I say?

Today I took out a person from my life

He was trying to make me his wife,

I rejected

Because I remembered you

But realization came that you faded away in the blue,

Leaving me alone

Without your number on my phone,

If you were here, things would have been easier for sure

But you are not there, which hurts deep,

You are looking for another way

That will cause you to not think about me every day

When it comes to love and relationships

In a second, your world flips,

So no matter what happens, I've learnt to stay strong

Don't get me wrong,

I still remember the past

It happened fast

And we should forget it that way as well, fast,

But it is hard to forget

That you were dating me just to complete a bet,

I was shocked when I found out

And ran away without another thought,

You played with my feelings, with me

When I thought you were the key that would've fit through me,

I thought you were my escape

But it was all fake,

A play

For 183 days,

I counted the hours, minutes and days that I thought were special to us

But it was all a big mistake and a huge fuss,

We spent 183 days 19 hours 42 minutes together

Those hours and minutes now feel as light as a feather,

Now you have damaged that takes long to fix

My heart, those tricks,

The tricks that you played with my heart

Will never amaze me to fall apart

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And here it is!!!!!!! Lemme know what you think.

I myself get confused at times so I am going to tell you what actually happens in my poems. I have mixed up emotions and not all poems are based on my experiences, majority of them are, but when I read books, I try to picture myself in the other person's shoes and write accordingly. That's why some poems have a different meaning or are different than the others. This was bothering me a lot when I was reading my poems I was like what is going on! Just thought it would be nice to clear up the confusion : ) 

Until then next time!

Adios amigos