39. One Year

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I received your letter

Do you think I felt any better?

You said that you feel bad

Do you think I felt glad?

And now you ask me to forgive you

Because you are stuck with the feelings you grew,

The feelings you grew for me

Do you think it was easy for me to be?

Be, stay and act like nothing happened, like normal?

I am not abnormal,

I felt the same way until I accepted

That I got rejected,

It was really like we were ready to fight

To fight with all our might,

In a boxing ring

You took the first swing,

You hurt me bad and made me bleed

Blood gushing out from my lip with great speed,

I stayed in the ring

Hoping you or I could say something,

I was hoping that you would stop, apologise and calm me down

But instead your face showed hatred, that cause me to frown,

You had it all

Popularity, grades and what not?

But you wounded me really bad and I fell,

But I got up, hoping you would change

How strange?

You never stopped

The act never dropped,

You made me suffer pain

Tied me with a metal chain

Made all my energy drain,

But I stayed

Hoping you would keep away the blade,

I handled the pain for a year

Hoping we could be together with no fear,

But you never gave up

Now after a year you want me back?

So I could be dragged down your dirty track,

You really thought I would come back

After all that love crap,

You blew the whole year you had

And now I am really glad,

You will taste the fun you gave me

Then you would agree,

That you treated me bad

And I would never forgive you, I always hoped to forgive you, but I never had

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