- Him just staring at you, not realizing what’s happening before beginning to tear up and look desperately with tear filled eyes at you
- Him seeing you turn weaker before pulling you even closer to his own trembling body
- Him repeatedly apologising to you
- Him wiping your tears away and kissing your temple
- Him wrapping his arms tightly around you, holding you as close as he can while sobbing into the curve of your neck and feeling how an unbearable pain rushes through his body
- Him whispering into your ear that he loves you as your grip on his shirt loosens, and your body goes limp
- Him not being able to do it with the knife
- Him then just sitting there with you laying in his arms, quietly crying and whimpering while just not knowing how to live without you
