To Dylan

sixty-five

rounding out the curve of this story here... I'll be sad when it's over :( (also, thank you for short story #1 for TWO days in a row!)

From Dylan:

i’ve changed my mind i don’t want to see a counselor

To Dylan:

whoa why the sudden change is everything okay?

From Dylan:

yes and no

From Dylan:

everything is okay at the moment yes but you know in the bigger picture it isn’t

From Dylan:

thank you for asking by the way.

To Dylan:

then what’s with the attitude change? :(

From Dylan:

i don’t think i’ll be able to do it. i don’t think i’m physically capable of it

To Dylan:

????

From Dylan:

i don’t think that i’ll be able to talk about it out loud belle saying it out loud makes it much more real you don’t get it

To Dylan:

you’ve talked about it with me before. out loud, i mean

From Dylan:

yes but you’re different. i trust you with my life. i don’t trust a stranger with my life belle and i won’t be able to do it and they’re going to force me to do it but i won’t be able to

To Dylan:

hey, calm down :( i don’t think they’ll force you to share more than you’re willing. they understand i’m sure

From Dylan:

i don’t want to go belle

To Dylan:

tell your mom

From Dylan:

she’s already dead set on it belle and my stomach is churning already

From Dylan:

i don’t want to talk

To Dylan:

i’m really sorry love

From Dylan:

i just don’t want to go

To Dylan:

i’d kidnap you if i could

From Dylan:

that’s illegal

To Dylan:

it’s not illegal if you want me to…

From Dylan:

no it’s still illegal

To Dylan:

buzzkill

From Dylan:

love you

To Dylan:

love you more. and i know that you don’t want to go to the counselor, but just give it a try. just once? and if you really really really don’t like it show your mom then and maybe you won’t make you go anymore. but i think it will be good

From Dylan:

i’ll try…

From Dylan:

maybe