The one

Chapter 5

It was the next day when you woke up to eat breakfast and saw that Mason was sitting next to a beautiful girl he got up and said if you wanted to go and explore oh I almost forgot my mom brought Ana so I can marry her I almost chocked on the juice I was drinking what 

Oh really that's great if that's what you want good for you I mean you are a grown ass man you know what to do with your life I'm happy for you I got to get going I wanted to slap that stupid smirk out of his face I knew it was joke he was only testing when will I break dumb him I will not break that easily 

He follows me when I get up I turn the hall and run to the restroom he follows in and locks the door what are you doing  this is a girls bathroom are you insane or what I love to make you angry you make me so in need to kiss you oh wow so who is the women he laughs she is actually my friend are you stupid or what stop acting childish grow up I told her about you and I said that I had never been more me than when I'm with you  are sure she is not going to tell the press about us no our secrets is safe and secured 

He grabs me like he wants too kiss me I push him away why do you make me so angry yet so attracted to you I find it stupid of me to feel things for you 

I like that you feel things for me and that smirk you always have it makes me so annoyed but yet you still want me if you ask me were both the same in the sense that we have a love hate relationship but yet when were  kissing we forget about all that hate and it turns into lust and desire I want him to stop talking about the same thing so I change the subject 

How did you sleep last night great actually I wanted ask you why do you have nightmares I want to know how I could help  He looks at me okay I'll tell you I have nightmares ever since I  got bullied an neglected by  my peers I never really fitted in anything everyone always saw me as too good and powerful to play with them and the only thing I wanted was to have a friend I been through so much I'm afraid that if let someone in they might break me more but with you is like I know that you will accept me and care for who I'm and I'm scared of letting myself feel and the first time I saw you woke up something inside of me that I didn't know I had and that was compassion and care for another person I need you more than I need air to breath

I feel what you are saying more than you will ever know I'm afraid to feel what I'm feeling for you because I know you will just hurt me and then what will I do your so wrong I want to make you happy

Yeah right of course I believe every word you say because either you push me away or want me close I don't get the game your playing and how can you say that when I been here for like a month let me know when you have your feelings in check Mason because I'm not going to be used 

I opened the door and walk out I leave Mason behind I don't need to hear him talk right I need to breath and think on what I really want 

4 Months passed 

My feelings for Mason have grown and I never been more sure of what I feel but the only problem is the wedding that is taking place in 2 months what will I do I wake up early to meet Axle in the kitchen he is signings some papers 

what happened the watchers want us to go on a date or a walk through the city but is up to us that's a shock since they pick everything I know right well lets walk through the city and get know Rome as soon I finished talking Mason is standing their looking at us 

Look at the lovely couple if everyone knew it was all fake Mason why don't you shut up and go waste time on doing something else instead of having that attitude He looks at me like he wants to tell me something put instead he gives me that stupid smirk of his 

I walk out of the kitchen and go to my room to get ready as I'm getting ready I hear a knock at door I say come in and it's Mason 

What are you doing here are you lost 

Belle you need to stop playing with me either you want this or not which of two options is going to be

 Are you serious right now I have feelings for you yes but I'm not going to risk my life for something that we don't if it will work if we get caught what then he doesn't let me finish instead he smash his lips into mine at first the kiss is soft and delicate but then its filled with passion and lust 

They only thing going through mind is if I'm doing the right thing letting myself fall for him