The one

Chapter 9

Mason's POV 

Its been a month 

I wake up wishing she was next to me but I know that is not going to happen I wonder if she is okay I feel like a part of me died when she left 

My mom tells me to get up but I stay laying down she screams but I ignore her I only want to be happy and with Belle but she insist that I need to get married with the girl they picked that I will never marry Belle 

I get up and grab a bottle of wine I want to get so drunk and forget and only think about her the only person who really learned to love me for who I'm my mom tells me to stop drinking but how can I when my life has been turned upside down when I don't have the only person who made me smile 

I go take a shower and I close my eyes as the cold water hits me I think on the first day I meet her she looked so scared but that attitude that she carries herself with is the thing that made me so crazy for her 

She is so sure of who she is and what she wants and yet she was so afraid to love until she meet me I wish she was next to me right now wishing to hear her laugh or her blushing when I tell her how beautiful she is

How can I move on with my life when my life was her and she was taken away from me with no warning I miss here so much and it has only been a week  without her imagine a lifetime with out her I need her like the air I breath I get ready for the day but I take my bottle with me so that way I don't feel I only see her 

In the kitchen table my mother is talking to everyone getting ready for the wedding I sit down and she give me a look signally me to trow the bottle away I sip the last drop of wine and then shatter it on the floor what did that stupid girl due to the son I had you are acting like and idiot you are a prince act like it 

She is not a stupid I love her I will always love her you think that marrying me with another person sending her away is going to change my feelings they will never change Belle is the only girl I truly loved and cared for I wish she was here now and mother please don't disrespect her she doesn't deserve your hate she didn't do anything to me she made me better man but right now I'm broken I need her to keep going mother you act like you know what is right for me but she was right for me and one more thing their is no fucking weeding I'm a grown ass man who can decide for himself what he wants 

I walk out not caring if someone is following me I go to my room and lay in my bed few minutes pass and I'm a sleep 

Belle 

I make my way to work in the bookstore I fix some books and checkout some people who are purchasing a book I go on break and I walk towards a flower garden I close my eyes and imagine that I'm here with Mason he is making me laugh and I kiss his check and tell him how much I love him tears are rolling down my face I'm wearing the necklace that was inside the box he gave me its a infinity sign meaning that we are one and we will never be separated I wish that was true that he was here with me I know I messed things but I'm human and I was in love I want to run and be with him but I don't even know how far the castle is from here It's only been a week  and I can't survive without him I plan on going in the castle and make my way to him nobody is going to stop me from being happy 

the letter he gave me:

Belle 

I don't know how to start this letter but I want to tell you that I love you and that  my feeling will never change I'm always going to love you 

One day when all this is over  we will walk hand and hand  you my wife and with no one telling us how to be happy  

I want you to know how much you mean to me you are the first person who made me be better and showed me how to love at first I was a jerk who acted like I knew everything but then I started falling for you I had never felt the type of love I feel for you I want you to know that I will fight for our happiness

I love you Belle 

love  Mason 

I go back in to the bookstore and ask my boss how far is the castle from here she says its and a hour away that you will have to take the bus to get their and that bus passes in 1 hour I don't think I just do I wait for the bus and make my way to Mason I know this is crazy but I need him to be happy 

Theirs a lot of people in the bus its crowded but I don't care I find a seat that is alone in the corner the drive is long but that doesn't matter as long as I see Mason I need him I close my eyes and fall asleep in the ride their 

I woken up by the driver saying that we are arriving to our destination I need a plan to enter the castle without being seen I disguise myself as someone who is bringing a gift to the queen I run across the hallway  making sure no guard sees me and make my way towards the stairs and I make a left and their in the far corner is Mason room my hearth is pounding and I have all these emotions running through my body

I check if the door is open its is I walk in and lock the door I see that he is a sleep I walk  towards him and I give him a kiss on his forehead trying not to wake him up I get a book and sit and read it while he wakes up so I can talk to him 

I hope this decision that I have taken doesn't bring us more pain then happiness I don't want to hurt him anymore I want to be happy with him forever