The Nerdy Bad Boy [COMPLETED]

22. DON'T LEAVE ME

THE NERDY BAD BOY
Chapter 22

Author’s POV

Blaine had planned on avoiding Maddox at all costs which turned out not to be so hard considering that his boyfriend had not showed up the whole week since the day he was arrested.
As much as Blaine had been traumatized by what he saw he couldn’t help but miss Maddox.
Most people might think that he doesn't appreciate that Maddox had saved him from almost being raped and possibly killed but that wasn’t the case.
He was happy Maddox got to him on time before anything crazy happened and appreciated how he beat up those men who had dared to touch him.

But…the way Maddox lost control and beat up that one man to a bloody pulp and almost killing him if Blaine had not got through to him.
That totally freaked him out and he hated seeing that side of Maddox.
He had heard so much about the Phoniex and how dangerous he was but he never expected to see his cool loving boyfriend turn into a monster when provoked.

He felt his phone vibrate but didn’t bother to look because he knew who it was already.
Maddox had been blasting his phone with calls and messages but Blaine couldn’t bring himself to answer or read the messages.
But he never deleted them. He couldn’t.

“You need to talk to him Blaine. You can’t avoid him forever” Liang said and his other friends agreed.
“I'm pretty freaked out as well and I didn’t see all the action but we all know Maddox loves you and he will never hurt you” Paxton said but nothing seemed to get through to Blaine.
“Maddox isn’t a bad guy. He may be a loose canon and crazy sometimes but he is a good guy. That wasn’t an act Blaine. The good guy you knew was who he really is. He is really trying his best to change for the best. This was just a slight bump in the road” Leo said but Tyler stayed silent.
The two boys weren’t in the best of moods since the night at the police station and they had not got a chance to even see Maddox after everything.

“I need to go” Blaine said as he left the group without another word off the school premises.
He had been this way all week and they were all worried about him.
They knew how much he loved Maddox and hoped this was just going to be a small scratch and not a big dent in their relationship.
On Friday Blaine finally decided to go through the messages Maddox had sent him.
He took a deep breath before doing the one thing he had dreaded all week.

Blaine I'm sorry I didn’t mean for things to get that crazy.
Please answer my calls. I miss you.
I know you said you needed time but I need to see you Lain, we need to talk.
Baby I love you please answer my calls. I can't live without you.
I promise to get better Lain just please stop avoiding me.

That's what most of the messages were saying even if they were more than 100, but his last message is what got Blaine up and alert.

First of all I want to apologize for everything Blaine. When we first met I didn’t want anything to do with you and I wanted to be invisible and stay out of trouble. But then you wouldn’t quit and in the end I couldn’t help but fall in love with you. I should have pushed you away but I decided to be selfish and look were that got us. I never deserved you Lain. You have always been too good and pure for a guy like me. I'm trouble and that’s what I brought into your life and I'm sorry for that. I love you Blaine and I understand why you wouldn’t want to see a monster like me. I promised to change and never lose control again but I can't seem to keep that promise.
I want to become a better person. For myself, for my mom, for you. This is why I have made a decision. I'm going to military school. I promise to change and become a better person. I love you Blaine and if you still feel the same way when I get back I hope you will give me another chance. I hope I will finally be worthy of your love and be the best man for you.

Lain was full on crying when he had finished reading the message.
“No no no no. He can't leave me like this” Blaine said as he rushed to get his keys and left the house.
He bumped into Liang, Paxton and Mathias on his way out.
“Lain where are you….oh my gosh Lain whats wrong?” Paxton said as he held the other male but was pushed away as Blaine rushed for his car.

“He only realized he was shaking when he tried to put the keys into the car door to open it but failed.
“Lain calm down. You cant drive like this. Tell us whats going on” Mathias said as he held Blaine’s hands.
“He…he can't leave me. I won't let him” Blaine said and they all understood what was happening.
“You know” Liang said giving him a sympathetic look.
“You knew?” Blaine asked and they all nodded.

“Leo and Tyler went over to his place straight after school to help him pack and see him off” Liang explained.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” Blaine lashed out a bit angry he was the last to know.
“We tried but you…you didn’t want to listen” Paxton said and Blaine just burst into tears whispering that it was all his fault Maddox was leaving.
The reason he stayed away the whole week now seemed petty. He couldn’t lose Maddox. He had to see him and convince him to stay.

A few minutes later they arrived at the Russo residence with Mathias on the wheel.
Blaine ran out and ran to the front door before barging in without knocking.
“Maddox” he cried out.
“Blaine” he turned to face Mrs Russo who seemed to also be sharing the same depressed tear stained look as Blaine.

“Where is he?” Blaine immediately asked but the look she gave him wasn’t very encouraging.
“I'm sorry Blaine…he…he has already left” she said and at that moment his whole world crashed into a million pieces.
Blaine lost all feeling as his knees crashed on the floor but before he could fall any further Mrs Russo hugged him and hugged the crying boy like a little baby.

“I'm sorry Blaine. I wish there was another way. I love him so much but it's been so hard since his father died. I feel terrible for sending him away. When he told me he was willing to leave I was happy but the minute he said he was leaving I was crushed as well. We just need to be strong and patient. He will be back. He promised” she said before holding the wailing boy even tighter.
They held into each other both thinking of the one person they loved the most.

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Will Lain and Maddox have their happy ending?