Chapter 6 (edited)

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I walk to the garden near my house. Because there it is darker and no one can see me. I drop the bag on the floor and sit on the grass. I don't know how to do this but I'm going to try.

Okay, wolf-in-my-head. Bring it on. If I focus I can imagine myself as a wolf. I close my eyes and clear my head. Nothing. Nothing at all. A tear appears in the corner of my eye. Is ... is my wolf dead? No that is not possible. It's not allowed . She must live. Please let her live. I focus again. Nothing again.
Suddenly I get a very bad headache. Whatever. I try to clear my head again. Nothing.
I burst into tears. I must've been in shock about the whole situation, since I react just now on the whole thing. But i can't help but wonder.
Why? Why is my life like this? Why did my mate reject me? Why wasn't I allowed to transform into my wolf? Then she would still be alive and with me. I don't even know her yet.

"Hello" Ok, now I am also going crazy .....
"You are not crazy Amy!". That is exactly what crazy people think. "Then ill Just leave"
"No wait!" I breathe in. "Okay, let's start over. I'm Amy Crystal. And who are you?"
"I'm Amelia, and I'm your wolf"
I gasp. My wolf? Is it still alive ?! "Yes, your wolf is still alive." Wow she hears my thoughts, cool. "Yes and I'm going to tell you something. I've been with you all this time and I've been through everything you've been through. I know how you feel now, but you're still getting a mate."
I get another mate? Well that's a relief.
"Yes, but you have to get out of here now!"
Wait what? Why do I have to leave all of a sudden?
"I have better ears than you have duh.
Anyway I tell you how to turn into your wolf. And if you still need help or are bored you can talk to me by thinking about me. This way you can also communicate with other wolves as humans and as wolves.
We call that mind linking "
Okay I understand that. Well then, let's learn to transform. I wipe away the last tears from my eyes and close my eyes.
"Okay, imagine you're a wolf"
Okay. I clear my head again and think of me as a wolf.

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