💜Diana's pov 💜
" honey ! The breakfast is ready " my mom yelled , I just went downstairs and sat down on the table and started eating
" Di , I have good news for you " my mom said
I just nodded at her like a sign for her to continue
" well your brother is coming home today , and he will come with the rest of the boys " she said excited
Me and my brother, are really close , like we are not like the other siblings that always fight and possibly destroy their houses fighting, we love each other, weird right ? I know .
" what ?! " I asked
" harry is coming ho- " I said cutting her off
" I got that part the other one"
" he'll come with the other boys ?" She said more like a question
I just swallowed, and stared at the wall reminding everything that I had suffered, I just stood up and ran as faster as possible to my room locking the door.
I'm afraid of men , of boys , of male figures , I can't be near one without freaking out , because when I was 14 almost 15 , I was raped by the popular boy in my school he was so much older than me .
But I'm so embarrassed to tell my parents, I can't it's too much to handle, the only man that I can trust it's my brother, and my dad , but my dad it's working abroad . So I freak out near the male figure , I just wanna disappear.
Then I heard a knock on the door
" honey cmon open the door, did I say something wrong?" My mom asked worried
I just sat on the bed In fetal position hugging my teddy bear that harry got me , and cried.
" honey cmon , you can't stay there forever "
" just go away "
" are you crying?"
" no " I lied
" I'm gonna let you there but please get ready , your brother is coming "
" ok" I said almost inaudible
I cried a little bit more and more , until I wiped my tears away and started get ready, I just put on some oversized sweatshirt and some jeans .
I unlocked the door and went downstairs to the living room
" oh thank god , you're out of that room " my mom said hugging me , I just looked down and went to the couch
~ hours later ~
We heard the doorbell ring. It's harry fuck .
" Diana can you get the door please ?"
" no mom , I can't , sorry " I said trying to control myself
" why it's just-" she said but then looked at me , i was sweating and pale
" omg are you ok " she asked worried
" ye-Yeah "
" ok I'm gonna open the door, while you finish setting the table ok ?"
I nodded and obeyed my mom
" MY BABYYYY ITS HEREEE I MISSED YOU SO MUCH " my mom yelled
" where's Diana ?" I heard harry saying
" kitchen " my mom answered
" hi Di " he said with his arms wide open
I ran to him hugging him tight, and i didn't notice but I was crying, I just noticed when I actually started sobbing
" aww sis are you okay?" He asked
I just nodded
but he kissed my forehead
" so this are my band mates " he said
Fuck noooooo , I started stepping back slowly , but no one noticed
" so this is Niall, louis , Liam ,and zayn " he said pointing to each one of them
The bleach blonde hair guy was cute not gonna lie but I just can't .
I continued stepping back until the one with black hair , I think it's zayn , notice
" are you ok , we don't bite , I mean maybe louis but I got him " he said causing everyone to laugh , but not me
" hey !" Louis said " I don't bite " he said crossing his arms and looking to the side dramatically, he's pretty funny but he being a boy freaks me out
I just stood there hyperventilating , and the Liam guy I think it's his name , came help me what make it worse
" no , stay away from me !" I cried sitting on the floor hugging my knees
" what the fuck I didn't even touch her !" Liam said worried
" what's wrong ?" Harry said " She's not ok mom what happened to her ?"
" I don't know , she doesn't talk to me , just when I ask something "
" that's weird , she was a happy girl and all of the sudden she's just like..... this " harry said worried
Harry then hold me putting me on the couch , hugging me
" what happened?"
" nothing " I lied
" don't lie to me " he said being really serious
" nothing, I already told you " I said rocking back and forth
" you look like traumatized with something, just tell me With what ?"
I didn't answer, I just looked at the floor
"Diana?"my mom asked worried
" JUST LEAVE ME ALONEEE" I said running to my room
💚Harry's pov 💚
Wow that was insane , she never ever ever, yelled at us
" why ?" I asked with my head on my hands
" I don't know honey she's acting like this since like she was 14/15 years old " my mom said
" mom , I don't know what happened but , I'm afraid to ask , and her reaction towards the boys it's the reason why I'm scared of asking her "
" what honey ?"
" I want to bring her with us on tour "
" oh wow " mom said shocked
" you know that she'll be your responsibility right ? "
" yeah I know "
" I'm gonna check her " I said " boys if you wanna eat you can ok "
" thanks mate I'm starving " Niall said
" when aren't you? " we all said in union , that caused mom to laugh
I knocked on the door
💜Diana's pov 💜
" it's harry "
I opened the door , and ran to my bed
" what's wrong ?"
I shook my head
" talk to me , what happened?"
" I don't wanna talk about it " I said hugging my pink and purple teddy bear closer
" so something happened?"
I nodded
" why don't you tell me ?"
" beca-because , first of all you'll freak out and second of all it's tough for me to talk about it " I said crying
" ok ok I got it I'm not forcing you , but at least can you just eat something with us cmon the boys didn't do anything to you "
"Ok I'm gonna try "
•
I was dying inside , while I was eating
" are you okay ?" The blonde one asked
" yeah " I lied
" so sis , I need to ask you something "
" yeah go on " I said nervous
" I wanna invite you to go on tour with us "
" what ?!" I said with my jaw dropped
No this can't be true , I don't wanna stay in the same tour bus in the same space with fucking 4 strangers , and being boys .
"No " I said with a tear rolling down my face
" oh cmon it's gonna be fun , and you'll travel the world you need to meet new countries, and you'll be out of your room cmon " my mom said almost begging
" you just don't want me here I got it "
" no ! it's not that " my mom said like in panic
" I know mom I'm kidding " I said " ok I'll go "
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Diana ( one direction fanfic)
FanfictionDiana styles it's the young sister of the pop star and member of one direction Harry styles . She had a rough past , that she's too embarrassed to tell to her family so she try to keep to herself , something that will not end too well , but someone...
