Chapter 25

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💜Diana's pov 💜

I woke in the next day , I took a shower, and dressed up like this

" Diana can I do your makeup?" Lottie said " please I'm bored " " ok why not " We have to wait for the boys to wake up , Lou was taking care of Lux , giving her a bath and preparing her for the day

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" Diana can I do your makeup?" Lottie said " please I'm bored "
" ok why not "
We have to wait for the boys to wake up , Lou was taking care of Lux , giving her a bath and preparing her for the day .
" yesss Thanks " she said hugging me

" yesss Thanks " she said hugging me

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She did this on me .
" I love it thanks " I said

Someone knocked on the door
" yes " I said opening the door
" can I talk to you please?" The Irish lad said begging
" I don't think so " I said slamming the door on his face
" who was on the door ?" Lottie asked
" nobody " I said annoyed
" Diana I heard voices " she insisted
" ugh , it was Niall , happy ?"
" wow calm down " she said " what he wanted ?"
" talk "
" BITCH! you should, let him talk to you , let him apologize and hear his version " she said
" wow you look like Lou talking, I'm scared " I said
" ha ha so funny , no I'm being serious stop being dramatic, it was just a kiss , bitch " she said
" yeah sure ,a kiss that he purposely kissed back " I said annoyed
" look , put yourself on his shoes , and see ..." Lou said with Lux in his arms
I rolled my eyes and went see if my brother was awake .
" Diana?" I heard niall calling me in the hallway
I rolled my eyes and prayed that my brother would open the door
" don't ignore me .... I'm trying my best to talk to you to explain myself but you just keep pushing me away..." he said
Just in time my saviour opened the door , I just have to thank Harry .
" Diana what are you doing here?"
" I'm bored and I came see if you were already awake " I said
" yeah I was just waiting for Louis he's dressing up "
" oh ok sorry , I'll go back to the girls , or maybe annoying zayn " I said
He laughed," ok ok , but then when everyone's done we are having lunch ok ?"
I nodded and went to zayns room , but as always Niall was behind me trying to talk to me
" Niall I don't wanna fucking talk to you leave me alone you hurt me ok just leave me alone " I said annoyed
He sighed " ok , ok , I see , maybe it's better move on , since you don't give a shit about me or my explanation " he said annoyed as well , walking away
I didn't want him to move on ... I still love him more than anything, it's just my drama screaming.....
I looked down and broke down.
Zayn opened the door and saw me sitting on the floor crying
"DIANA , oh god, what happened?" He asked worried, I just stood up and hugged him I just needed a hug right now .
" love talk to me , what happened?"
I just sobbed
" do you want to go outside, you need some fresh air "
" n-no , I just need a friend " I said
" of course love I'm here " he said hugging me tight

Then Liam came " oh god Diana , are you ok? I heard voices so I came here to check it out who's here "
I just nodded
" btw harry called saying that they're ready to go "
" oh fuck , I need to go so that Lottie can fix my make up " I said running to my room

" DIANA MARIE STYLES " Lottie said looking at the mess that my face was " let's fix this , while you explain what happened " she said quickly
" sorry I love you but I don't want to talk about it "
" it's ok , but please answer this " she said " the reason of your break down is Niall isn't it ?"
I nodded , trying to hold back my tears .
" oh Di...." she said hugging me

We were at McDonald's, eating , we were in a table hiding in the corner, because the fans were crazy outside , I was between my brother and Lottie , next to her was Lou and then in front of Lou was Niall then next to him Liam then zayn and then Louis , lux was in zayn's lap , and the next table beside us was the rest of the crew , there also deserve obviously.
To be honest I wasn't hungry, I was just looking at my food , playing with the food making circles on the hamburger paper with a French fry .
" Diana , eat girl you haven't touched your food " Lottie said worried
" I'm not hungry " I said
" Diana ? What happened you were so happy and now you look like you will cry any time " Louis said
" I'm fine , I'm just tired " I lied
" sure " Lottie said sarcastically
" Diana please eat something " harry beg
" im not hungry harry I don't want it , you can eat if you want " I said getting off of the table grabbing my iced tea , because in Portugal was hot as fuck , and went outside trough the back door .
I sat on the floor and hugged my knees

" there you are , god what happened? You're scaring me " harry said " iam afraid that you will repeat the same mistakes of cutting yourself ......  because you're so .... sad .... depressed...... please talk to me "
" I- I just wanna be alone or just go to my hotel room ..... I swear to god , I should have stayed in Cheshire..... nothing of this was happening to me " I said staring at the floor
" DONT SAY THAT  , DONT YOU FUCKING SAY THAT " he said " you were the happiest thing that happened to me , here on tour , I missed you like crazy, now that I have you closer to me you wanna leave ...... "
" im Sorry " I said looking at him
" Di , listen to me .... tonight we're going to a club , to have fun , do you wanna come to forget whatever you're going trough?" He asked
" hum .... idk .... maybe .... Is Lottie coming?" I asked
" Yeah , just Lou is staying because of lux of course "
" ok so I'm coming " I said
" great now cmon, let's go back inside, to eat something "
" I don't want to eat and I don't want to go inside either " I said
" why ?! "
" I - i- just .... forget it cmon get the others and leave " I said quickly, I don't wanna tell my brother..., or he will yell with Niall
I walk in the room , and everybody was asking if I was ok .
" have y'all finished?" Liam asked , they nodded
" and Diana she didn't eat nothing?" Lou asked worried
" I don't want to " I said emotionless
" just give up guys she's extremely stubborn " harry said with his arm around my shoulder
I rolled my eyes and went to the van .

The boys are doing the sound check, and I was drawing because I was bored .
" Diana .... what did Niall do ?" Lottie asked
I sighed
" he moved on basically " I said in verge of tears
" what ?! "
" We was annoying me , always asking to talk , but I was so done, that I said that he hurt me and that I didn't want to talk to him , and to leave me alone , and he said that it's better to move on , because I don't give a shit about him ..."
" YOU DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HIM ?!" She said " I hear you crying until you sleep , because of him , your thoughts are about him .... and he said that you don't give a shit about him ?!"
I nodded
" but just leave him alone , look .... you're coming to the club ? Harry said that you're going " I said
" yeah , bitch we will have to put on some dresses like really tight..... you know...." she said smirking
" yeah " I said giving her a high five

I was drawing a photo that i saw on my phone of Louis and Harry, that was a really cute photo , so I decided to draw it .

A couple of hours later I started to feel weaker and weaker, I didn't eat since lunch and know it's almost nighttime " Lou call my brother " I said weaker " are you ok?" " please go " I beg I started to see everything spinning around " what's happ...

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A couple of hours later I started to feel weaker and weaker, I didn't eat since lunch and know it's almost nighttime
" Lou call my brother " I said weaker
" are you ok?"
" please go " I beg
I started to see everything spinning around
" what's happening Di " my brother said panicking  a couple minutes later I send Lou to call him .
" I'm not ok ...." I said trying to standing on my feet
But I was weaker, and i black out on my brother's arms .

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