Diana ( one direction fanfic)

Chapter 73

💜Diana's pov 💜
It's been a while , since I've come home, me and Niall are better than ever ,they are  almost finishing writing the album , it's missing one song , but they said that 'their creativity faded ' .

My belly grew so much, since the last time I've been in the ultrasound appointment, and the boys , are arguing since I've came back , which gender the babies will have .
" I bet it's two boys I feel it " Louis said sure
" then your feelings  must be  wrong, cause I think it's a boy and a girl " Niall said sure arguing with Louis
" oh shut up I think it's two girls and I'm always right !" Harry said
Then I entered in the argument " yeah I agree with harry " he smiled victoriously " hey not with the ' Im always right' " I said trying to do his voice
He was about to complain but I shushed him
" I feel that it's two girls , you know I don't know why " I said
" yeah I agree with her " zayn said
" yeah she could be right... but I'm agreeing with Niall , I also think it's a boy and a girl " Liam said
" payno! Oh cmon lad" Louis said defeated with his hands in the air , because he really thought, he had hopes , that someone would agree with him
" sorry mate but it's what I think " he said shrugging
"yeah and we are going to find out tomorrow " I said
" tomorrow? You aren't doing a gender reveal party? " Louis asked
" to be honest no .... I mean I don't know , maybe yes " I said unsure " probably a small party with just a cake something really small just with us and Niall's parents that they are spending some time here and we could do a video call with mom and Gemma, cause they can't be here " I suggested
" yeah that could work " harry said
" because look I don't want something big because I want to keep it low in the media you know , I don't want the media in my pregnancy it could be really stressful " I said
"That's true " Niall said hugging me from behind
" yeah " all agreed

I was in the music room playing piano just killing time , when my brother appeared
" Diana this is amazing !!!! Why didn't you say that you write this ? This is really good " he said with a paper sheet on his hand
" What -? Wait is that what I think it is ? " I asked
I look closer and it's " where do broken hearts go " the one lyric that I didn't want them to know about
" did you touched in my things without my permission?" I asked raising my voice
" what no ! I was passing trough the living room and this book that was in the bag was above the table, but charm pulled the bag to the ground and the book fell and this paper fell off the book directly to the ground, so I catch it and started to read and this is really good " harry said
" that's just some things that I didn't want you to read because it's from the past " I said
" what ? The past ?" He asked confused
" yeah past , you know that song is about Niall and our argument that we have that I came back to Cheshire right ? " I said
" omg really ? That's just wow" he said fascinating like if I had write something divine ....
" what are you doing with that " he asked
" I don't know, maybe throwing it to the trash " I said
" nooooooo let us have that ! To finish the album... can We ?" I said
" yes "
" wooooo hoo"
" but please don't tell nothing about the story behind the song ok I don't want to argue anymore with him we are incredible good now " I said
" yes , of course " he said

" guys we can finally finish the album " harry said calling the others
" really? " they said at the same time
" yeah look " he said waving the paper
" oh that's cool, let's record it " Liam said going to the music room
I just sighed and walk to my room , but I heard steps behind me and entering the door.
" hey babe what's wrong? " Niall asked sitting on the bed, and kissing my belly
" I- just - nothing " I said
" you know .... I know that you are like this because of the song " he started... fuck he knows me so well 
" i read it , and I know that it's about me , when we were separate, and I totally understand you because I did the same " he said
" I also wrote one , but it's too personal to give it to the band "
" and I loved the song you are a good lyricist " he said
" thank you Ni" I said hugging him
" can I at least know the name of the song you wrote about me? " I asked curious
" flicker " he said
I smiled and kissed him
" so you aren't mad about me giving the song to the band knowing that it's about you ? " I asked
" no obviously , it's a good song , I'm not mad about it " he said , god I sighed relieved

" aren't you recording with them ? " I asked
" yeah but it's not my part yet so I can stay here with you " he said kissing my belly again
He started singing softly for the babies and ...
" look !" I said excited
" what ?"
" the babies are kicking " I said
" really omg "
" yeah give me your hand "
He gave me his hand and I placed it in the exact same place that they were kicking
" omg omg omg , that's true " he said
" because you started singing to them " I said smiling
" so you guys like daddy's voice don't you ?" I said to my belly " don't worry mommy loves too "
He smiled widely , and continued singing, while the babies kicked
" Shut the door
Turn the light off
If I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this
Even though I try
Heartbeats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face
If we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back time
You know I'll be your life, your voice, your reason to be
My love, my heart is breathing for this
Moment, in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
Close the door
Throw the key
Don't wanna be reminded
Don't wanna be seen
Don't wanna be without you
My judgement's clouded
Like tonight's sky
Hands are silent
Voice's numb
Try to scream out, my lungs
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face
If we could only have this life for one more day ..."