💜 Diana's pov 💜
I was In my mom's house locked in my room for three days crying and letting my thoughts take control of my mind I was trying to fight my suicide thoughts .
I heard a knock on the door it was my mum
" hey sweetie I made you tea and pancakes " she said entering the room with a tray in her hands full of food
" thanks"I said
" well I'm going to work see you at dinner"
"Bye "
I ate and while that I was staring at my notebook should I wrote something? Maybe I would feel better if I deposit my feelings in a song.....
So I grabbed it and started to write some lines
" Counted all my mistakes and there's only one
Standing out from the list of the things I've done
All the rest of my crimes don't come close
To the look on your face when I let you go
So I built you a house from a broken home
And I wrote you a song with the words you spoke
Yeah, it took me some time, but I figured out
How to fix up a heart that I let down
Now, I'm searchin' every lonely place
Every corner callin' out your name
Tryna find you, but I just don't know
Where do broken hearts go?
Where do broken hearts go?
Yeah, the taste of your lips on the tip of my tongue
Is at the top of the list of the things I want
Mind is running in circles of you and me
Anyone in between is the enemy
Shadows come with the pain that you're running from
Love was something you've never heard enough
Yeah, it took me some time, but I figured out
How to fix up a heart that I let down
Now, I'm searching every lonely place
Every corner calling out your name
Tryna find you but I just don't know
Where do broken hearts go?
Are you sleeping, baby, by yourself?
Or are you giving it to someone else?
Try to find you, but I just don't know
Where do broken hearts go?
Where do broken hearts go?
Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me where you go when you feel afraid?
(Where do broken hearts go?)
Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me will you ever love me again, love me again?
Now, I'm searching every lonely place
Every corner calling out your name
Tryna find you but I just don't know
Where do broken hearts go?
Are you sleeping, baby, by yourself?
Or are you giving it to someone else?
Try to find you, but I just don't know
Where do broken hearts go?
Tell me where you're hiding out
Where do broken hearts go?
Come on, baby, 'cause I need you now
Where do broken hearts go?
Tell me, 'cause I'm ten feet down
Where do broken hearts go?
Come on baby, come and get me out
Come on baby, come and get me out
Come on baby, 'cause I need you now
Where do broken hearts go?
Where do broken hearts go?
Where do broken hearts go?
Where do broken hearts go?"
I finished it In tears I won't show this to anyone ....I can't it's too personal to me
Something that I hate in myself is that I'm too fragile mentally....
I was having An anxiety attack and a panic attack and I don't have no one here with me so I called the only person that could calm me down because he goes through the same thing often
" hello?...vas happenin'?" He asked
"Z-z-zayn " I said crying and shaking in panic
" Holy shit"He cursed
" breathe in and out" he said and then whispered sweet words for me to calm down it's something that always work with me in successfully it worked.
Something that also calmed me down was painting so I grab my sketchbook and my headphones to listen to some music and I drew a lot to released my stress and nerves it's my moment zen, that helps a lot .
🧡Niall's POV 🧡
Since she went away I didn't come out of my room I cried day and night because I didn't do anything ! that wasn't me I don't remember nothing about going with a girl anywhere I remember almost everything that happened even though I was drunk but the only thing I know is that I didn't go with a girl to that room that showed in the photo...
I've seen the photo like thousand times to see if I find something that shows that it's not me and I kind of find something ... so in the photo it's supposedly me and the guy it's covered with a duvet until he's hair but I'm blonde and the guy has blonde AND brown hair the two colors mixed and I didn't because my hair is entirely painted of blonde and my promise ring is in the wrong finger and in the wrong hand so I bet that ,that photo is photoshopped it could have been actually even though there's a guy that looks like me next to her , it's not me you can see it perfectly in the hair and the location of the promise ring and I don't use a necklace and that man that was in the photo had one.
I try to find more evidences to show to the boys to see if they agree with me because they are pretty pissed with me especially harry and zayn.
I was in between this four walls for almost a week by now and I'm getting insane because I really want to show that I didn't do anything and that I'm right but the boys almost want to see me dead .... And I almost didn't eat and drink the only person that really brings me food and water to keep me alive was Liam because the others are busy hating me for something that I didn't do and for that I'm completely sure.....
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Diana ( one direction fanfic)
FanfictionDiana styles it's the young sister of the pop star and member of one direction Harry styles . She had a rough past , that she's too embarrassed to tell to her family so she try to keep to herself , something that will not end too well , but someone...
