I dont wanna do this anymore

Chapter 15

Flashback~ Saint pov

"He doesn't wanna talk to you kendrick" my mom yelled through the phone.

Im guessing she was talking to my dad. He always call on my birthday.

"Here boy" she said as she threw the phone over to me.

"He-hello" i said.

"Happy birthday my boy" he said.

"Thanks" i said.

"What you want me to get you" he asked.

He always ask me what I wanted but never brought it too me. It was hella pointless.

"I dont want anything i just want to see you" i said.

"Im coming son i just got some business to handle then im on the way okay" he said.

"Okay" i said hanging up the phone.

There i was waiting again like a dumbass.

"You know he's not coming right" my cousin said.

"Man leave him alone" ace said.

"Alright yall its time to sing happy birthday" my mom said bringing the cake out.

"1 2 3 happy birthday to you, happy birthday too you happy birthday dear khai" everybody sang.

I wasnt even the mood so i left and ran upstairs.

(Am i the only one who hate when people sing happy birthday to me?😐)

I went in my room and locked the door.

I started crying and i dont know why cause i was used to it.

He does this every year.

"Saint" armani yelled.

"Huh" i looked up at her.

"You okay" she said.

"Yea my bad i just zoned out and shit" i said.

She layed her head back on my chest.

"Can i ask you something" she said playing with my ear.

"Yea wassup" i said.

"You ever killed somebody" she said.

I got quiet.

I didn't know what to say.

I didn't wanna lie to her.

Or I didn't want her to think differently about me.

"Oh" she said.

"What you mean oh" i said.

"You have" she said moving her hand from my ear.

"No I haven't" i said.

"Then why you didn't say that then" she said.

"You threw me off with the question" i said.

"Whatever" she said.

"Whatchu acting like this for" i said.

"Im not acting like shit, all i did was ask a question and you acting like you cant answer it" she said.

"Well damn why you asking these police ass questions" i said .

"Stop yelling at me" she yelled.

"Aint nobody yelling at yo stupid ass" i said.

"You been acting different ever since we got together, you dont wanna be with me or something" she asked.

"Ima be honest..... im not ready for a relationship right now" i told her.