Only called me when you got drunk.
Wanting me to give a fuck,
Only called me when you were high,
Why are you wasting both our time?
Only called after a smoke,
Declaring my emotions was a joke,
Only called after that kiss,
"Baby, it's your lips that I miss."
Only called when it was too late,
Acted like you're my saving grace,
Only kissed me when I drew a line,
And you went on erasing mine.
Only fought when it was your fault,
And I apologised for it all.
Talked to other girls all night,
"Babe, I'm doing it just to be polite,"
But when you saw I did the same,
Although not quite as much,
You pushed the blame all on me,
In the parking lot, I was the slut.
Always cried to make yourself the victim,
Always needed me to feel guilty,
Always needed to feel that power over me,
Why didn't I walk away with dignity,
When it was established you were playing me?
You only called me when
You saw I went out,
You always made yourself the victim,
Shoved the blame on me for all your doubts.
I was the bad guy who didn't give a fuck,
Even though you snooped on my phone,
When I'm with you, I'll always be the slut,
Wish I realised earlier I was better off alone.
"It always ends this way."
YOU ARE READING
if my tears are fake, erase my name.
PoetryJekyll will never truly know Hyde, Just like you'll never understand why I died, Cause you're so happy, Plotting more games to pass the time. I'll find another therapist, For when I eventually lose it, And when you step into Cardiology, They'll have...
