if my tears are fake, erase my name.

you buried me

You should look at me now,

What all am I doing without you around,

And if your heart was shattered,

Did what broke it really even matter?

Cause if it was me,

I guess I really am paying that price.

I never meant for us

To end up nearly this way,

But when I tried to make it up,

You just stood up running in place,

And if it was you who killed me,

Why are you crying right now?

Silly me, those tears were happiness,

But I claimed innocence into the ground.

You called me guilty without

Giving me the fairest chance,

And you still kill me everyday,

With your glare in your glance.

If something was wrong,

You know I was ready to work it out,

But look what you did,

Look at me now,

Claiming innocence into the ground.

Two peas in a pod,

I wonder if you figured out,

Whatever that means,

But I swear, hand to God,

I never let you down.

You're an integral part of all my dreams,

Because I still see you around,

Even when my throat aches,

Solely from cussing you out,

You left my rights off everything,

While you parade around wearing my crown.

You know I loved you,

And I hate that I forever would,

But you drew the knife,

Drew the blood,

Can't find a part of me you didn't cut.

If my memory was wrong,

Maybe you didn't love me at all,

Then why spend hours with someone,

Adding another hour to every phone call?

And I could find love again,

But I know it'd be second place,

I'm waiting for my therapist to tell me

That he's tired of me crying at your name.

And I can replace you again,

You know I try to do it, darling,

Everyday, and all the fucking time.

I'm so sick of blaming myself,

When you won't even read the charge of what you claim is my crime,

And I could find love again,

Tough chance knowing I'll be screaming your name the whole time,

And I could find a place with him,

Crying again cause i know it'll never be the same.

And I want to talk to you,

But it's so tough when you treat me like air,

And I hate how i wanna cry to you,

When you'll never even dare to say my name.

You know he's so tired

Of hearing me curse your name,

But I'm going in the ground,

Missing you -- God, I never knew the meaning of shame.

You lost me but I still

Beg you to take me back,

The only one who gave a shit,

Now I'm wondering what the fuck did I lack?

Look at me now,

Going happily into the ground,

Happy to see those tears

In your eyes as I'm going down.

Oh, look at me now,

All the highs I achieved without you around.

But look at you now,

Laughing it out,

Thought I was done for,

But you're the lonely one burying yourself,

Tears streaming as you're going into the ground.

"I don't want to know what I did anymore."