if my tears are fake, erase my name.

SCREW YOU

Heard from mom you went back home,

She still talks to yours,

They just got off the phone,

"He's with me,

Thought you should know,

He's back home,"

So don't go,

Trying to look for him.

... God knows I never stopped.

How'd we end up here so teary eyed?

Accompanied you to the airport,

This time last year,,

But on the phone,

Stayed up till 5 am,

Made sure you didn't get lost,

This is a new city,

I hope it reminds you of me,

And part of me wishes,

You...

Never came here at all.

How'd we grow up from being so starry eyed?

You'd tell me if you even forgot to breathe,

You'd tell me what you saw rarely in your sleep,

Screw it, you didn't fight for me,

Would've died for you and God, I did so for so long,

Guess I didn't deserve the same,

Part of me wishes there was someone else I could blame,

Cause if you don't trust me,

I'd still die to stay in the make believe,

Screw you, you didn't fight for me.

How'd we get here from talking about everything?

Talk about the mailman you saw,

Talk about that show that scarred you

So bad you're scared of paws,

God, I was your cat,

Guess I started smelling,

You had to kick me to the curb,

You didn't even say a word,

Always made it about yourself,

And now we don't even talk,

How am I supposed to go back?

When all I see is the future we could have had?

Your mom called mine last night,

Guess she doesn't know we're through with our time,

Screw you, you didn't fight for me,

Screw me, I still cry myself to sleep.

You don't even talk to me,

Was your best friend, now I'm nothing,

Or so it seems,

So screw you...

So screw me...

And screw us...

... and for God's sake, screw the future you let me see.

"Was going to surprise you, but I guess you're not in town."