QingYu FanFic : It's Okay It's Love

(Special Part) My Promises

*******back 3 years ago******

Today dayu preparing his confession for qing, dayu want reveal his feelings for qing he want to tell qing he is in love with qing he not sure since when but he just realize it 2 years ago and he think this is the great time to reveal his feelings because dayu thought qing has a same feelings as him because of qing way treat him all these time, he went to qing house , dayu trying all the sentence that he would say to qing since last night .

Its 02.10 PM dayu can't stop look at his watch , he knocking qing house , in a while qing's mother open the door.

"Heey dayuuu , my boy good afternoon "
Qing mother greets him cheerily and let him entered home , dayu always called qing mother mom just like qing called his mother,

"Good afternoon mom, is qing home?"

"Yap , but he just goes to market a while a go to buying mom stuff, just wait him here dayu " qing mothers leads dayu to kitchen because she is cooking that time

"Okay mom " dayu follows her and smiling , he always loves the way qing's mother treat him

"You have ur lunch? "

"Not yet , i'll have soon with qing "

"Oh okay then, just eat those apples so you won't be starving while waiting for qing "

" sure thank you mom " dayu take one apple and washed it , he ete the apple and sit at the kitchen chair not too far from qing mother's standing

"Is dad still at work? " dayu starts the conversation

"Yap maybe he would come home late tonight,"
Qing mother chopping the vegetables

"Hmm i see"

"Dayu do you know that quishi and cayz are a lover???"

COUGH COUGH

Dayu got shocked and almost choked by the apples

" Y-yyes i know that , w-why mom?"

"Nothing just, isn't it too awful dayu? Gay? Teenagers?  Hhh just think about it i got goosebumps,  their parents must be so ashamed when them found out their kid is a gay right? Don't ever think about that kind of relationship with qing dayu even if he is the one who asked you .. Hhhh~ i'll chase him away if he being gay! Hahahah" qing mother laughing dayu freezing he even can't chewing his apples , his hand be so cold and his heart beating so fast ..

"But i know both of you my boys are straight right? " qing's mother look at dayu

"Y-yeah, of course of course " dayu looks so shocked that time how can that words come out from his mouth, he don't really know he was straight or not but.....

"Hmm, because they are qing and your friend so mom just be okay about it and actually mom is..."

"Mom, i- i suddenly remember that i need to buy my mother medicine, she is caught a cold so i'll just go now and have a lunch with qing later " dayu stand up  and kiss qing's mother cheeks

"Ah really? Is your mother okay? You need mom help?"

"No mom ,i'll go by myself she is not in that bad condition she just too tired and the weather not good recently right, so bye mom i'll go now" dayu make a step to reach the door.

"Okay take care my boy" qing's mother follow dayu till the door

Dayu run and took a taxi

BOOM!

Dayu felt his knees are trembling, his eyes already wet with tears he just realize it now , boys love is a wrong thing its wasn't right  , he just drowning in his feelings and forget that boy must to fall in love with girl and it has to be like that, but then what kind of love he has for qing? Wrong love? Bad love? Sick love? Or what?

Dayu disgusted with his own feelings he feels like a monster just now , he fell in love with a boy and it was his best friend since childhood. God made man to be with a women. Remember that dayu.

dayu know if he and qing be together qing would have a lot of hard things in his life , dayu won't let qing being hurt  even just for a second . So with painful heart dayu make a decisions to keep his feelings inside his heart and will never reveal his feelings , he will make qing happy as a proofing of his love. Its okay because dayu love qing with all his love . and he believe it was the true meaning of love .

He believe that his love is a true love but this kind of love has its own way to show to share to give and dayu know this is a right way for both of them even if he would killed himself it doesn't bothered him because if it the only way to proof his love for qing he can do anything.

i can do anything for your happiness because i love you even 100 times more than myself.. I love you qing...

Another tears touched dayu cheeks...

********* back now***********

Dayu crying in his room , its already dark and he knows qing still be there , he remember the past and his decision ... Its make he crying even more louder than before...

God tell me i was made a right decision , please make qing be like he used to be .. God i won't hurt h and i know this love is not the right love and at least tell me what should i do ... I love him... God....

Dayu look stand up and walk towards his room window ............

"NOOO.........."

To be continued

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Helloooo guysssssssss 👋👋👋👋👋👋👋👋👋👋 its good i can back hereeee its been a long time since my last post right? I do my apologize guys because my new semester was so hectic i can't even writing my note to continue my story 😣

But don't worry i already make a lot of draft for this story and i'll release new story about Mengrui & Wang Bowen hope all QingYu readers can read my third fanfiction 🙏

Why this part is tittle (special part) ? Because special part would give a little surprise for u guys like this time finally you guys know the reason all this matters right? Next special story maybe would give you more interesting thing, i don't know cuz i doesn't have that much of confident but i hope you guys like my story 🙏🙏🙈😸

Sorry for my bad English and  error grammatical🙏🙏 🙏

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