Midnight
All alone
Curled up on the couch
Can't go to bed coz that's where all the good memories of you linger
Charger blinking
My eyes wide awake
Unmoved
Red
Blue
Green
Phone charged so I can text you
The millionth time though the blueticks will keep telling me what you mean.
I used to be happy.
I had dreams.
Now I can barely remember what it's like to smile.
I can't feel the pulse of determination, putting my dreams on paper and waking up to breathe life into them.
All I see is your leviathan magnificence
Pearl black hair
Puppy eyes
And...
I can feel myself more,
These tears slowly sail my body across the thin membrane to the other life.
~inspired by the line "drain the pool am sinking fast"(MGK)and some gruesome occurrences
_draining away_
Elliepoet™
