[✔] Tacenda

dont tell them how you feel

It's always been really hard to convince myself to tell people about how my feelings are

But this world's just so cruel

I've tried, more than once, to tell people about my problems

I told them about things bothering me the most

I told them how I felt so bad with myself and how I really wanted to disappear from this world

They listened, at first

But they didn't understand what I was trying to tell

I guess they still don't

They just took my words nonchalantly

They said it was going to be alright

They said everything was going to be okay

But it wasn't

And it still isn't

So I've learned

Maybe it's the best if I keep things for my own self

Because telling people your feeling is useless

And the worst part of it, sometimes I feel worse after revealing my not-so-happy self to them

They would've looked at me in pity

I hate it

God, I really hate it

Is it too much to ask for someone that will listen without judging me?