dear beomgyu,

35

dear beomgyu,

i knew something was wrong.

i thought it was a surprise.

i thought you did it on purpose.

i thought it was planned.

maybe, it was.

but what happened, beomgyu?

new year came and you still haven't contacted me even just a single 'hello' text message. i was flooding you with lots of messages but you didn't even read it. i called you on messenger but you deactivated. i tried contacting you on instagram, but i never saw your account. i visited your twitter but it said, "user not found."

it was a fool of me to think you were just going to pop in front of me and surprise me with your arrival.

but that didn't happen.

i hoped for you.

you told me you'll come back.

you promised me.

i was so excited. i was ready to see you again.

but where were you, beomgyu?

i was so hyped and happy when you announced that you were coming back. when you didn't come, it felt like my world shattered into pieces.

you failed to keep your promise.

you failed me, beomgyu.