New beginning ~ Josh Richards

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Alexane POV
So I just finish my photo shoot and all the afternoon is a mother and kids time. Ashley did I want to go shopping and it's is scary that at a young age she love shopping. We did go shopping after got back to the hotel and now we are gonna go to a restaurant just to eat all together and have some fun.

Josh POV
So today it's my anniversary of me and Nessa it's been two year and we are gonna go to a cute but not fancy restaurant to celebrate that.

Alexane POV
I choose to go to this cute but not fancy restaurant. I have never been there and I never saw that restaurant when I was living here, so why not try it. Me Ashley and Hayden got a table for us to eat. I was really enjoying my time with my kid and since we travel a lot we don't have time to have cute diner like that. Everything was fine before the moment that I see HIM walking in that was they only thing I didn't want to see here not just he was here but he was with a girl. Wow he move on quick.

Josh POV
We walk in the restaurant and got the table we have a reservation for. We were sitting behind a mom and her two kids. They look like a happy family. I didn't see the dad but maybe he was in the toilet.

Alexane POV
Why. Why in the world they have to put HIM behind me and not on a other table. Argh! At hate this I should not have come back here I know something is going to go wrong I just feel it. At least fro now he didn't see who I was so that good. I continue enjoying my time with my kids and not HIS kids. When I see some flash of camera being take.

Guys 1: look it's Alexane Besson the most know teen mom on YouTube

Oh no not that not right now I hope he didn't hear my name

Josh POV
Did I hear right if it's really her she could be back in LA. I don't know were she have been during those two year and two week.

Nessa: did I hear your ex name
Josh: I don't think so
Guys 2: Alexane how it's is to be a single teen mom
Guys 3: Alexane are you back in LA for some photo shoot or you are going to be living London to come back here
Nessa: that is definitely your ex
Josh: no that not her she is not famous and she is just a little piece of shit
Alex: nice to know what you are thinking about me josh and now your only chance to see your kids ever again just fly away
Nessa: why do he care he was just acting with you he never did really love you
Josh: I don't care about those kid just go and leave me alone

Why in the world would I say that to the mother of my kids. Now all the chance to have the kids back are gone

Alexane POV
Alex: now I know how you really think about me now
Josh: just go I don't want do have a bad day because of you
Alex: fine

I just got Hayden in my arms and take Ashley hand and we were out of that restaurant I was so angry that I didn't talk at all to Ashley and when we got to the hotel I put the kids down and  jump on the bed and cry. I never let my anger get out in front of my kids so I cry.

Ashley: mommy why are you crying
Alex: it's nothing baby
Ashley: I don't want mommy crying it's make me cry
Alex: aww baby don't cry
Hayden: mommy cry
Ashley: yes mommy cry Hayden but now she is good
Hayden: happy happy
Alex: guys let's go to sleep we need to go to the airport tomorrow to go to
Ashley: Hawaii with uncle Corbyn and Daniel dad
Alex: maybe we are gonna see them there maybe not we don't know
Ashley: I want uncle and daddy
Alex: go to sleep baby and maybe they are gonna be there
Ashley: ok goodnight mommy
Alex: goodnight baby girl
Hayden: mommy night night
Alex: yes it's time to go to bed baby boy
Hayden: night night

I put the kids to sleep and try to go to sleep my self. It's was hard knowing that josh never want is kid. It's hard to know that they never gonna have a real father in there life. But I have to work with it. I stop thinking about that and finally found my self in a deep sleep only being wake up by the little cry of my kids. And go to sleep after to wake up at 5 am to go to the airport and here we got to Hawaii.