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One year later
Josh POV
I am finally single and I am happy. Nessa was to controlling, I could never do something if she didn't know I was doing. She even made a big deal about Ashley and Hayden. She say that she didn't want me to look a picture of them because I would leave her and she didn't want that. Like at one point I have the right to see how my kids are doing and like be myself and not have a girlfriend that say to you what to do.

Like one time we got in a big argument because of Alexane. I was still following her on instagram and following Ashley and Hayden too.

Nessa: Josh
Nessa: Josh
Nessa: JOSH
Josh: what
Nessa: you don't listen to me get of your phone please
Josh: I am good and yes I am listening
Nessa: Josh bo you don't what was I talking about
Josh: euuu...... I don't know
Nessa: exactly what's re you looking at
Josh: nothing

Nessa took my phone and start looking at what I was looking

Nessa: really your not over her
Josh: yes I ma over her
Nessa: Josh why are you looking at her instagram
Josh: because I want to see some pictures of my kids
Nessa: but you say you didn't love her anymore and that you didn't want to do anything with the kids
Josh: maybe I said that because I was angry at yo for saying something on her
Nessa: so you still love her and want to get back with her
Josh: I never said that
Nessa: yes you just did you can go back to her I don't care
Josh: I don't want to go back to her
Nessa: you still love her and don't want me anymore and if you look a her picture she got a boyfriend so you can't do anything about it.
Josh: I don't and I am perfectly fine with it I juts want to see my kids what the big deal with that
Nessa: yeah but I don't want you to see your kids and leave me for them
Josh: I am not gonna leave you for them

So yeah basically there was a lot of arguments like that in the relationship so I was not happy with it. Nessa could not understand that I got kids and that if she didn't like them I would not be with her if I can't see my kids. But the only problem is that I can't see my kids because of the mother. I don't know were she live and she doesn't want to talk to me. So I have to figure out something.

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