Josh POV
Nessa got me up and bring me to the hotel. Between me an Corbyn I think I was the one that was the most beat up. Nessa clean all my face. I did not talk to her at all and I think she was thinking is because I fitting with someone and she know that I hate fitting with other person. But that was not the problem I was feeling bad because I took nessa side and not Alexane side. I don't know why but it's like my body is saying why did you do that but my brain say it's the good choice to have defend nessa.
Nessa: hey you good there
Josh: yeah yeah
Nessa: what is wrong again
Josh: nothing
Nessa: oh now you are feeling bad for her don't you
Josh: what are talking about
Nessa: josh I know that I am a rebound for you after you broke up with Alexane but can you at least show me a little bit of love
Josh: what wrong I love you and I am sure about that
Nessa: I am not sure about that recently you don't show me that much love it's like you don't love me anymore. If you don't love me don't make me believe do I don't want to waste my time with someone that don't love me
Josh: nothing is true about what you just say I love you ok
Nessa: no you son't you are still not over Alexane and I know it for sure because you just saw her and you don't want to give me affection and don't want to love me.
Josh: that is not true I am over Alexane for a long time I cheat on her with you don't you remember and I don't give a fuck about Alexane and her stupid kid. Yeah I know they are mine too but I don't want to do a thing with them ok you are the one for me.
Nessa: ok if you say so
Josh: ok god you a still don't believe me
Nessa: no I don't josh you still have the picture of your kids in your phone
Josh: oh come on even if I still have them what the problem
Nessa: but you say you don't want to do a thing with them
Josh: yeah I don't but I can still have those pictures to make me remember that I still have kid. Even if I don't really like there mother and I don't want to do a thing with them doesn't mean that I cannot know that they exist.
Nessa: ok I am sorry
Josh: I sleep on the couch tonight and you on the bed
Nessa: yes am I am sorry I overreacted
Josh: at least you know it
I just say thing that I don't want to. Did I just lie to my girlfriend? Yes! Why? It's because i still love her and my kids too. I still want to have my kids with me and their mother too but I know that I don't have a chance so I make me believe that I son't want to do a thing with them to forget them. But I know deep down in me they are still gonna be there in my heart.
A/n: a short one I didn't know what to do whit this part of the story so I made it short.
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