Would it be gay if...?/Jilix

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After school on Friday

"Hi Sungie" Felix said as he walked up to Jisung who was waiting for him outside of the school so they could walk to Jisung's house together

"Hey" Jisung responded as they started walking

They hadn't really talked in real life since yesterday during class because Felix was late to school this morning then the teacher was talking the whole time in their first period class

"How was your day?" Felix asked, trying to catch up to Jisung since he seemed to be walking faster than usual

"It was fine" Jisung responded and Felix pouted at the short responses that he was getting

The rest of the walk to Jisung's house was silent since Jisung never said anything to Felix and Felix kind of guessed that Jisung wasn't in the mood to talk

"You did bring a bathing suit right?" Jisung asked as they walked inside of his house

"Yeah, I brought extra clothes and stuff too" Felix said and Jisung nodded

"Did something happen? You seem upset" Felix pouted as he sat next to Jisung on his bed

"No, I'm just tired"

"We can take a nap before everyone gets here" Felix said as he wrapped his arms around Jisung and looked at him with a small smile

Jisung was internationally struggling but he removed Felix's arms and rolled over so he wasn't facing him

"I don't think we should cuddle but a nap does sound good" Jisung said as he felt hit heart sting but he ignored it and closed his eyes

Felix pouted and pulled out his phone since he wasn't actually tired anyways

Operation Jilix

Felix:
Hey

Chan:
Hello

Changbin:
Aren't you at Jisung's house?

Felix:
Yeah but he's taking a nap
And didn't feel like cuddling so
I'm bored

Chan:
Wth? Is he sick or smth?

Felix:
No but I wouldn't want to
cuddle with me either

Changbin:
Something is wrong with him

Chan:
You guys aren't back together
right?

Felix:
No

Changbin:
Maybe that's why

Chan:
You're the one that broke up with
Him, I think he's waiting for you
To fix it

Felix:
I don't think he wants me to
fix it

Chan:
There's no way that he
doesn't. I have to go pack
Though, I'll be there soon

Changbin:
Me too... and you're fix it
Felix, you should try

Felix:
Okay, and maybe but I really
Don't think he wants me too

Felix sighed as he put his phone back down, he was really confused about why Jisung was being like this. It would have made sense if he acted like this from the beginning but he didn't

He was fine with cuddling the day before yesterday...."maybe it was out of pity" Felix thought to himself

"He probably likes someone else, he deserves someone better anyways. I was a brat to him"

Felix was on the verge of crying but he blinked a few times to stop it from happening then checked the time on his phone and saw that it was already 4:30 so he shook Jisung gently to wake him up

"Hmm?" Jisung hummed as he turned over and opened his eyes slowly

"People are gonna start getting here soon"

"Okay, we should go get snacks and stuff to bring outside" Jisung said as he got up and Felix followed him downstairs

"Jisung" Felix said trying to get his attention once they finished bringing all of the snacks outside

"Yeah?"

"Do you like som-" he got cut off by the doorbell ringing "never mind, it's not important anyways" Felix sighed

"Are you sure?" Jisung asked and Felix nodded as they both went to answer the door

"Hello" Jeongin said happily as Jisung opened the door to Seungmin and Jeongin holding hands

"Hi"

Soon everyone was there and in or near the pool, other than Felix who didn't even feel like getting changed. He was confused and contemplating on if he should just go home. Minho was also not in the pool and noticed Felix so walked up to him

Meanwhile, Changbin and Hyunjin were sitting on the edge of the pool near the deep end, away from everyone else for whatever reason

Then Chan, Seungmin, Jeongin, and Jisung were all hanging out playing some kind of dumb game

"What's up?" Felix asked Minho as Minho approached him

"If you want me to be honest I'm avoiding Chan so that I can try to think about things"

"Why?"

"Jeongin kind of said something at lunch about shipping me and Chan and I feel like one of them told Chan what I said because he's been...looking at me a lot? I don't know I'm paranoid" Minho explained

"Oh, what did you say?"

"Just that I didn't know him that well yet but he seems nice. Changing the subject though, how are you and Jisung?" Minho asked him

"Not so great. I think he might like someone else" Felix said while looking at the ground and Minho looked at him with a confused facial expression

"He only likes you........oh" Minho said once he remembered what Hyunjin told Jisung at lunch

"What? Do you know who he like?" Felix asked

"He likes you. He's just dumb" Minho explained

"What do you mean?"

"Ask Jisung if he would get back together with you, he will definitely say yes"

"I really don't think so. Also Minho, you're kind of screwed"

"What do you mea-" Minho got cut off by a voice behind him as he jumped slightly

"Minho can I talk to you" he heard Chan say as he turned around to face him

"Yeah okay, I guess so. Bye Felix. You should really try to talk to Jisung" he said as he walked away with Chan

Felix ignored Minho's advice and sat down on a chair and put his hoodie over his head

He was low key  staring at Jisung but would look away whenever Jisung looked his way which was pretty often

After a few minutes of Felix sitting by himself, Jeongin got out and walked over to Felix, grabbed his hand then started pulling him near the pool

"Jeongin I don't want to go swimming" Felix said, trying to get him to stop

"You don't have too, just sit near us so you aren't by yourself. And talk to Jisung" Jeongin said as he pointed to a spot on the ground that was next to Jisung and Seungmin and Jeongin got back into the pool

"Talk to each other" Jeongin said as he pulled Seungmin away with him to another part of the pool leaving Jisung and Felix alone