Narrator's pov
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Autumn's fingers cupped the girl's cheek, her thumb them stroked Kate's soft and plump bottom lip as her eyes pierced through the brown orbs after placing a small peck on her cheeks
"You don't have to say anything, I just wanted you to know" She whispered
"Y-You don't have to apologize" Kate stated
"I do. I was a shitty person and maybe I still am. But I'm trying Kate. And that's all because of you. I didn't have a reason to try but.. But you just.. You make me want to do so many things that's out of this world" Autumn chuckled, shaking her head in disbelief
Kate's stomach was fluttered rapidly from the soring butterflies that refused to stop. Somewhere inside there, she had hope. She had some hope that what Autumn was saying would lead to something she's been dying to hear
Just the mere thought of Autumn even admitting she has some sort of feelings for her was driving Kate insane
"All I think about is kissing you Kate and Its driving me crazy" Autumn whispered, sending Kate's heart rate higher
"You're always on my mind, you never leave. Sometimes I want to claw my hair out because of it because I refuse to fucking feel it" Autumn hissed
With Kate's trembling lips and her body already on the edge of exploding from her swindling emotions, she finally took some courage to speak for herself
"Wh-What don't you want to feel?" Kate asked as her brows met in the center
"I-" Autumn whispered before sinking her teeth down into her bottom lip
"Don't worry about it"
"Oh for fuck sakes Autumn" Kate groaned as she pushed herself up from the girl's chest
"What?" she asked
"You know what" Kate muttered as she peeled her body off of Autumn
"I.. I'm not sure what you're saying"
"Exactly. You're not saying anything. You need to tell me what's going on in your head Autumn. I won't judge, I won't run. I promise. Just, be honest with me. That's all I ask" Kate mumbled
"You want me to be honest?" Autumn asked
"Yes"
"Well I'm on the edge of literally tossing this deal out the window right now and kissing you" Autumn said sternly, knocking the air out of Kate's lungs
"Wha-What" Kate stuttered, the raven hair girl tilted her head back in laughter
"You're so cute, I swear" Autumn giggled
"Shut up, you don't kiss your friends!" Kate pouted
It was then did Autumn's face fall again, her melted eyes turned to frost in seconds and her muscles clenched
"Oh" the girl whispered
"Wait. No that came out wrong" Kate mentally slapped herself
"I.. I don't know what we are"
That ice melting smile appeared back on Autumn's lips before a soft chuckle left her throat
"Don't laugh at this!" Kate pouted
"I have to"
"Dumbass"
"Blind bitch" Autumn giggled
"I'm serious Autumn" Kate whispered, rising to face the girl
"You really wanna have that conversation here? Right now?" Autumn questioned
