kalopsia

too late to weep

|| too late to weep ||

too late to think back on your decisions
should've thought twice
before you left me
bawling on the porch
under the crystal skies
as i begged
and i begged
for you to stay
it's too late to weep.

too late to realize your mistakes
should've done that
a while ago
when you left me
hanging with nothing
but the freezing snow
just the freezing snow
now i'm telling you
it's too late to weep.

too late to reminiscence our memories
telling me that
you miss me so
rubbing salt on my wounds
what happened that night
when you burned
yes, you burned
all of our polaroids?
it's too late to weep.

too late to beg for forgiveness
when you made me
fall down on my knees
for nothing that was my fault --
except falling hard
for you and
only for you
did you ever feel the same way?
it's too late to weep.

too late to pray the heavens
to bring your "love"
back to life
it's long gone
and buried deep
too deep to be brought out again
can't be brought out again
you will never see me again
it's too late to weep.

too late to stare at my sullen face
with those ever-glowing eyes
but now they've lost their sparkle
replaced with regret and guilt
do you wish
you came back to me
ran back to me
when my world still revolved 'round you?
it's too late to weep.

too late to stand at my ivy-covered grave
you say you love me for eternity
i wish i could say the same
but our eternity is
buried away forever
so won't you wipe back your tears?
please wipe back your tears
and get home before it gets dark
it's too late to weep.

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it was not the death of a person -- but of a fragmented love story.