kalopsia

kingdom come

|| kingdom come ||

all the bad days inhale your smiles
all the good days remind me of you
you leave me right here
a beautiful trainwreck.

my mornings are filled with ache
holding onto your last touch
the gentle graze of your fingertips
the ecstasy lives while the sun hides.

please keep me in your thoughts
while you're driving downtown
your hair's a mess because of the wind
please keep me in your dreams
while you're high over the sky
your drunk comrades make fun of you.

let me be your kingdom come
i'll let you be my last call
let me be the delicate dewdrop
on your long-frozen lilacs.

you make me dance with a blank mind
you make me fancy being vulnerable
please stay a little while longer
throwing fallen stars of your love
into the lake of my heart.

find me in my nicest gown
swaying alone by the window
take my trembling hands in yours
the great escape to wonderland.

i've been building this castle for years
you break through the walls
storm in through the gates
i lost in the duel by getting lost in you.

please keep me in your songs
while you cry in solitude
and the moon is accompanying you
please keep me in your eyes
while you struggle to keep them open
is it the melancholy of the day before?

let me be your pirouette
i'll let you be my lowest baritone
let me be the one to praise you
saving you from your blues.

you make me laugh like a lullaby
you make me see all the rainbows
won't you stay a little while longer?
holding onto my faded photographs
resurrecting them into nostlagic films.

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i wrote this while i was half asleep and i've no idea what this even is or means. forgive me, everyone.

ugh i'm currently stuck to my bed cuz of severe headache and i feel like i might die of boredom. please bear with me while i go through some insanity such as THIS :((