I really do hate myself.
I hate myself because the way my hair falls beside my face.
And the way my eyes glisten in the sun.
I hate myself because I wake up in the morning, looking in the mirror,
Only to find my least favorite person staring back.
From the way my chest rises and falls when I breathe,
To buried emotions I've be too lost to confront.
I can't stand any part of me.
I really am afraid of myself.
Im afraid the words I speak are not the truth and that I've forgotten who I am.
I'm afraid nothing will be enough to make me feel whole.
From the way I can barely contain my shame
To the nightmares thst come to life in my head
I wish I had to courage to accept myself.
I hate myself because my body isn't fit enough
Or my skin isn't shiny enough.
I hate myself because my voice is too loud or too soft
And my name is the worst of it all.
From the way I move to the way I talk
To the nights I spend alone
People ask my why I hate myself
I hate myself because?
