The Life Of Aishah✓

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Ibrahim

I CAN'T DO this i said to myself several time feeling uneasy and frustrated,I stood up from the bed glancing at the very love of my life sleeping peacefully,I smiled touching her face gently thinking about how far we have gone

I never for once imagine myself falling in love talkless of falling in love with the very lady I despised most,I groan taking my hand off her,I sat beside the bed thinking about how this felt like I'm betraying her,I know she's not happy seeing me getting married to another woman

Heck!!!

No woman who genuinely loves her husband will be happy seeing her husband getting married to another woman but I had no choice,I have to protect her and indirectly protect the only thing my family has which is the company,I can't be selfish

I started running my hands over my hair thinking about the ways I can actually end this meaningless marriage but nothing came into my mind,it felt like my mind is void of any form of brilliant ideas

"Ibrahim"I heard Aishah hoarse voice call

"Yes"I answered turning around to give her my full attention

"What's wrong?"she asked

"Nothing,I'm fine"I lied

"You look like someone in deep thought"she says seeing through my facade

Or was I too obvious

"Seriously I'm fine,let's go back to bed before morning comes"I said praying she just let it be,I lay beside her drawing her closer sniffing her scent and finally sighing in satisfaction

"Are you sure?"she asked again like she didn't believe me

"Let's sleep"I said irritatedly shutting her up

Not long enough I heard her breath evenly showing she had fell asleep

I couldn't sleep,I was so deep in meaningless thoughts sighing time to time before I heard the first call of prayer

I left Aishah's room going back into my room,I lay on bed trying to get a sleep before the D day but I couldn't have an ounce of sleep

I tossed and tossed till the second call of prayer was made before I stood up having my salat

I took my bath wearing my white kaftan that was gifted to me by my dad,he personally asked me to wear it for the wedding

I stood facing the big mirror in my room looking at the kaftan when the door suddenly opened revealing Aishah,she smiled taking my breath away and I wish we could get married again,I wished we could start all over and this wedding should have been between us not any other lady

She came close standing in front of me helping me with my buttons and I couldn't help but admire her,my eyes landed on her belly and I imagine us just three of us me her and the baby living happily together in the house but we all know most of our wishes never come true

"You look nice"she said dusting an imaginary dirt from my white kaftan while all I see is how beautiful she is and how this moment is one of the best thing I could ever wish for