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"I can't wait til the gender reveal ma but if you love me you will tell me what I'm having" I pouted my lips at her
"Braelyn no that defeats the whole purpose of having a gender reveal"
"I wouldn't mind having a little girl I have all the experience keeping Rylee"
"You think that baby shit sweet ?" She look at me raising one of her eyebrow up at me
"Don't scare me like that ma now I'm having second thoughts"
"Aw baby I ain't mean to scare you I just want you to know it's a big responsibility but all that matter is that you have a healthy baby"
"Thank you mommy"
"Have you talk to Ace?"
"No we haven't been talking"
"Why Braelyn ? Y'all going to have to talk anyway y'all bout to be parents"
"Well I've been ignoring him he been calling me but I declined em"
"Oh no Braelyn don't act like that cause I raised you better than that"
"But he nothing but negative I'm trying to avoid his bs"
"Be forgiving Brae you may never know what might be going on.. if something happen to him then what , I'm not saying get back with him but atleast tell him about the gender reveal coming up"
"Okay ma I'll take ya word" I gave her a hug
If anything my mama will always tell me right from wrong and help me get back to myself.
I was wrong for ignoring Ace but I try to be forgiving I just don't want to be taken advantage of.
"You know I love you Brae and I'm extremely proud of you" we let go of each other
"You keeping Rylee tonight or ?"
"No you getting a break you been having her a lot lately and Me and Taylin mama been talking Tay want full custody of her"
"I think he should get full custody he the only parent that's doing his part on top of that he know to keep Rylee around us"
"You right I told her I didn't have a problem with it and take it on to court"
"As he should"
"Girl you crazy get yo butt home"
"Okay love you ma I'm gone!" I said leaving out the door
I was tempting to go see Ace but I had to put my pride to the side and do the shit for the baby
I pulled up to Aubree house seeing his car was here park all crooked in the grass.
I swear he can't park fa Shit!
I cut the engine off getting out of the car. I had to make this short and quick cause I was tired ass hell
I knock on the door three times
"Who is it ?" He said in his raspy sleepy voice it sounded like he just woke up
"Braelyn"
he start to unlock the door so fast. Once he open it he gave me a bear hug holding me tight. I couldn't help but give in and hug him back he smelled so good
"I'm sorry Braelyn I'm a sucker fa ya I wish I can take back all the negative shit I did to you man"
"It's okay Ace I forgive you" we pulled away from each other
"You wanna come in ?" He ask me
"Nah im fine I came to tell you my mama planning our gender reveal in like two more weeks"
"You know I'm not missing that"
"That's good to hear but um I'm bout to head back home I'll talk to you later"
"Wait why you in such a rush" he grab my hand gently
"I'm tired Ace"
"You can come in here and sleep with me Brae"
"No it's fine Ace goodnight" I gave em a soft smile
"Ight just text me when you get home then"
"Ok I will bye Ace" I walk off going back to my car
He stood at the door all the way til I got in , I look at him one last time I wanted to give in so bad he look like he desperately wanted my presence around him.
I just got to focus on whats right for me. I'm not fully recovered from the shit I done been through already.
messing with him wasn't right of me knowing I wasn't ready. It didn't help but I can say I learn from this and I hope grow from this situation.
It's time for me to do what's right for me and not for anybody else but of course for my son or daughter.
