Confusion in Underground Clouds

Self-uncontained

I want to explode

         stardust

         nebula mind

   spread throughout

   a universe

                    unbound and unconfined.

All parts of me

twirling on light beams.

           Oblivion

out in the open

spaces like limbs

floating, looking for embrace.

The void is full of warmth

in the centre of my mind

a rheumatic eye

which stays behind

trying to see through the smoke.

The explosion brought

my body back together,

a galaxy of flesh,

the long arm

coiling like a snake.

I swallowed my tale

long ago.

I want to explode