Stuck With The Cassidy Boys

Chapter 45

"Why didn't you come back to our room last night. I was worried" he always remained calm in the way he spoke he never got angry with me.

"I stayed with Sawyer, I really didn't want to be around Avery. He hurt me seb"

"Wait what did he do now?" He looked confused. He knows we fell out at the party but I guess Avery hasn't told him anything else

"Last night when we got back here. He started talking about all these feelings he had for me and- and then he kissed me in front of sawyer and now I don't know what to do. I don't want to lose him seb" I don't wanna cry again!

"He's a fucking idiot. He was wrong for that Emerson. But why does sawyer matter?" Now to tell Sebastian. I hope he doesn't hate me too

"Well we're kind of dating?" I said like it was a question because how rly I don't have a clue either

"He's 21" is all seb said

"I'm 18." He looked at me and continued to look at me

"Are you happy? Is he good to you?" awh he's so sweet to me

"Yes and yes. He's the best to me in every way"

"He doesn't force you into things does he? You haven't you know?" no no no no no I don't wanna talk about this with Sebastian he's like my dad

"No he doesn't force me into anything" just avoiding the other bit of the question

"So you have then?"

"Seb I don't not wanna talk about this with you" I rlly don't

"Em there's nothing you can't tell me. I just want want you safe. Are you being safe?"

No.

"Erm yes of course" LIESSSSSSS "now can we stop please" god this reminds me of having this talk with my mum when I started high school. Makes me cringe every-time

"Fuck your all grown up" he pulled me too him and messed my hair up "I love you angel. You and Avery will figure this out"

"I love you too Seb" I loved him so so so much

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Holly's plan was take us out on a boat for 2days! to go around the islands. It was a big fancy boat but really what did I expect? A kayak? Obviously not with the Cassidy's.

I couldn't imagine anything worse right now. Stuck on a boat in the middle of the sea with my best friend who loves me but hates me and my boyfriend??? Who loves me but hates my best friend. Oh the joys.

"Hey em, wanna jump in with me and Ethan?" Luke asked. I shook my head. No I don't wanna jump in the sea....sharks?

"Awh come onnnnnnn, your no fun" Luke said to me. Actually getting eaten by sharks sounds pretty fun right now

"no Luke I don't wan-" before I could Finish a big pair of arms wrapped around my torso and I was lifted off my feet

"Ethan get off me, get the fuck off me. Don't you dare!" But it was too late. I watched Luke jump in them I felt myself get thrown into the sea

Fuck you Ethan

I looked up to seem him diving in, followed by all the boys, even Avery. He started swimming over to me and I was panicking. I saw sawyer and he was swimming over to me too. They noticed each other and suddenly it was a race. A race that Avery won.

"Can we talk? Please Emerson?" I nodded and we swam back to the boat. I looked back to see a rather mad Sawyer starting at me. I looked away quickly and we walked into one of the bedroom on the lower deck