I wish I never found you~ Sangwoo X Reader killing stalking story

Chapter 16: not again

A few minutes later Sangwoo came back and layed down in bed. I just sat there staring at the wall spaced out until he pulled me down to lay on his chest.
I layed there really quiet and still, Sangwoo held me really close.
I tried to get up but he pulled me back towards him.

"M-may I go use the bathroom?

"No." He held me tighter

He fell asleep holding me like stuffed animal.
I slid out his hands once he fell asleep and walked out leaning on the walls, I wondered where Yoonbum was, I went to the bathroom to wash my face and I stared at myself in the mirror wow I looked fucked up. I got out the bathroom and Sangwoo was standing there waiting for me outside the door.

"Why'd you leave?"

"I said I had to use the bathroom"

"And I told you no right?"

I stayed silent

"RIGHT?"

"yes" I said avoiding eye contact

He picked me up and brought me back to the room laying back down. Spooning me. I could feel his breathing, he pulled my body closer onto his lower side, I shivered a bit but snapped out of it quickly just closing my eyes. It didn't take much for me to fall asleep, not sure why I was so tired but I fell asleep right in Sangwoos arms. Crazy.

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Next day
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I woke up with Sangwoos back facing me. I stretched and he turned around putting and arm around me. I kinda just froze for a second.
I turned facing him staring into his facial features, admiring how cute he looked when he was asleep, not the murdering rapist I know..
maybe I can change him? I sighed and put my hand on his cheek stroking softly with my thumb, he opened his eyes slowly smiling slightly.

"Morning" I said

"Mmm" he pulled me closer as he stretched a little and nuzzled his face into my neck.

I just laid there slowly closing my eyes again Sangwoo start kissing my neck slowly and softly. I enjoyed it a little bit smiling as I held him tighter, neck kisses are definitely my weakness.

He turned me to lay on my back and sat on top of me kissing my neck

"ooohhh S-Sangwoo as much as I love this- it's too early."

I pushed him away but he just went back to kissing and while trying to distract me by kissing my neck he slid his hands into my shirt sliding them up my waist.

"Sangwoo! Not- now!"

I pushed him off me aggressively. He was angry.