Avengers Always Running

Ch. 12 "anger"

                                                     Jax POV 

It has been a week exactly since I found that folder, a week since I kissed bug boy, and a week since I've left the abandoned district, 

That night I never returned to Wade's apartment, I needed to get my head on straight, which is better said than done, to tell you the truth I'm spiraling, 

And when I spiral it's bad, really bad mix my emotions in my spiral it's toxic, which is exactly what's happened, which is exactly why I ditched Wade, he would intervene, 

Sure he's deadpool and ex mercenary but he still cares in his own childish messed up kind of way, 

If I would have returned to his apartment that night he would have known that I was at my breaking point which is not good, 

I am currently sitting on top of a water tower, my legs criss crossed, as the full moon shined down on me, 

Last night I killed a bunch of thugs and gang members, 

I don't care anymore, I'm looking for the bastards who offered the money to my parents then I'm going to find my parents, 

They all deserve death, every single one of them, 

I stood up, 

I am going to take each and everyone of them down, including The Red Room, they all are going to fall by my blade, 

I did a back flip off the water tower, landing on top of a building under neath it, 

I was just about to walk away when I hear someone land behind me, 

I slowly turn around, I see Nat, 

"Jax this needs to stop," She said 

The irony of that sentence I thought 

"Oh I totally agree Tasha," I said sadly 

I think she seen the look in my eyes, the despair, the anger, and the sadness and the hurt, all at once 

"What is it?" she asked 

"You wouldn't understand," I said 

She arched my brow, 

"Try me," She said 

I sighed, I had no choice I was hurting and I needed her advice, 

"Well you were right I was looking for something," I said 

"What?" She asked looking at me, 

"My past, I couldn't remember anything before the Red Room," I said 

I chuckled, 

"Now I understand why, I wanted to block it out," I said 

"Jax what is going on?" She asked, 

I sighed 

"I found what I was looking for," I said 

I looked her in the eyes, 

"And?" She asked, 

"I really wish I didn't," I said 

"What did you find?" She asked, 

"It doesn't matter, all that I know is they are all going down if I have anything to say about it," I said as I spun on my heel, 

"What did you find that makes you first for blood so badly!" She said grabbing my shoulder, 

"You really want to know!?" I yelled 

"Yeah! that's why I asked!"She yelled, 

"They sold me like a god damn puppy! my own parents sold me!!" I said 

Tasha looked shocked, 

"And when I find them, I'm going to make them regret it," I said darkly 

"I can't let you do that," She said 

"Good luck with that," I said about to walk away, 

Suddenly I felt something pinch in my neck, 

"What the hel-" I mumbled pulling out whatever it was, and see it was a dart, 

I started swaying, my vision started to double and blur, 

I see Barnes walking towards me, I went to punch him but I was too weak due to the drug, he caught  my fist, he pulled me into him, 

"I see your even a fighter when drugged," He said 

"Ass-" I said but suddenly everything went black

                                       Nat POV 

I watch as she even tries to fight even when she was drugged, suddenly she collapsed and Bucky caught her, 

"Nice shot," I said 

He nodded picking her up, 

"Thanks let's get her back to the tower, she's been on a kind of spree, don't want to be there when she wakes up," Bucky said 

When Bucky lifts her a folder falls out her suit, 

We looked at each other and I picked up the folder, 

"Let's go," I said 

Bucky nodded 

And with that we walked towards the tower,