"Yilania?" Luna called out. We were outside of the door that was entwined in vines, and blooming with flowers. My back was leaning on the door, and I hugged my knees: still not over the grief of the death of Azmist. We had met her for almost a day, a few hours at least. But she had such a strong character, and I felt that there was an invisible bond, maybe a little spark of friendship between us—but then, she was gone. Gone, forever.
I had felt too much loss in my life. Though, however much pain I would take, I would never take the blow and the heaviness of Luna's life. All day, even when joyful things happened, there would be a sad, bitter smile on her face, and deep down, I knew that she was never truly happy. Her acting was magnificent, though—she had managed to fool everyone in her life—including me.
I could tell she was used to the pain already—the nostalgia, the regret, the physical and emotional pain—she felt it all, on a daily basis. Sometimes, I wish I could put her out of her misery, and put her under a spell of some kind, but I could do nothing except look at her, helpless. Sometimes, I wondered whether she was really from a different universe. How could a human being take so many blows to the heart, yet still recover, and trust so easily? I had always refused to trust people, I had always loved to be alone: a lone star in the sky, yet it could shine just like all the others could. I felt like it was dangerous to trust, but yet I would see Luna trust people and get broken.
I always reassured myself she would change. But she never did. She held on to everything that had happened in her life. She could never forget. She kept absorbing everything like a sponge. When would she be unable to hold on anymore? When?
And when would I learn to trust? To trust people, to rely on people, to trust that they would be loyal to me?
I always wondered how we were even friends. Our thoughts regarding trust opposed each other, but we understood each other.
"Yilania?" Luna called out, again. There was suddenly a whistle in the air, then, slowly, the shape of an angel appeared. Yilania shimmered in the sunlight.
"You've gone through your first world..." she said, "Impressive. I shall show you to the next one: Phixegoth." The shimmer in the daylight moved a bit, and Luna and I followed. The glare of the sun was bright, and hurt my eyes.
Soon, we were there. "Thank you," I murmured, and I thought that I could see Yilania smile in my vision.
And she was gone.
The door didn't hint anything. It was thoroughly coated with gold, and the handle was black. When I touched the handle, I flung back my hand. It was burning with heat, and when I turned my palm over, it was glowing a mysterious orange-red. When I tried to open the door again, there was no sudden pain, and the knob turned easily. I pushed it open, and after Luna was through, the door closed by itself without a sound. When I looked up, there was no sun.
The moon was glowing in the sky, hanging there peacefully. "What a nice time to disturb the world," Luna mumbled. "In the middle of the night."
I chuckled. "We don't have time."
"Maybe we should wait till morning..." Luna suggested hesitantly. "I don't want to disturb the people."
"And where will we go?!" I asked, incredulous. "Smack in the middle of a world we have no idea about? It's fine. We'll just stay here for a little bit."
Selfish, I thought to myself, Why are you so selfish, sometimes, Carmen? I fingered my necklace. I had forgotten I had it until now. The chain was silver, and a small piece of mauve taafeite hung on the chain. I rubbed it for no particular reason, daily, thus making the surface completely smooth.
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Shatter
FantasyShe sees the man in the mirror every day. Running away into the path of horrific monsters only made it worse. She and her friend will enter multiple worlds, gathering information and adventuring through the good and the bad just to achieve one goal:...