Dear Intruder | (Completed)

EPILOGUE

A letter from his diary.

07-Nov-2018

Dear Ell,

It's harder to write to you some days because everything I want to say to you is better left unsaid.

I remember the first time we met, we were assigned a project in pairs and I approached you not knowing you would accept my offer. Mr Gerarld went on and on about how this was one of the most important classes we would take this semester- I didn't realise how right he was.

We exchanged our interests for the project and you looked furious, I secretly smiled even though I was mad at you for reasons you didn't know. You asked me for a pen when you realised you had forgotten yours and I gave you mine even though it was the only one I had.

I sat there and looked at you, struggling to bring up the diary I knew you had. Conflicted to ask for what was mine. Just like that, days turned into weeks and strangers turned into friends.

I'm always brimming with things I want to say and do and sometimes it overflows- in the form of this letter perhaps, and whenever that happens I struggle to rein them in.

You've been making me nervous these days. I always put more thought into my appearance when I'm about to see you, I want you to notice me, this never used to happen before, but now rarely it doesn't.

My feelings for you have crossed the threshold of friendship and I keep hoping you would see me the same way all the while knowing that I'm the one keeping you from really seeing me.

I'm scared now, I don't know how you'll react if I tell you all this, despite how much I know you, I can't predict that.

I think I'll be able to cope with whatever it'll be unless it is disappointment.

Sometimes I feel like a phony, like a con; like I'm misleading you with two versions of me, but believe me Ell every side you see of me is as honest as I can be.

I am a different version of myself with everyone I have in my life, it's not necessarily dishonest, it's just not the whole- real me, but with you I'm all of them and more, there's a side only you can bring out in me and in that version, I'm most unreserved and happiest.

Yours Truly,

Jay Walsh

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Excuse me so that I can go cry in a corner... some happy tears.

This book is finally completed! OMG!

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This was one of the hardest stories for me to write, mostly because I'm not very well versed with the third-person perspective and the prose was getting a little too purple at times and it was hard to balance that.

I'm aware that there are some plot holes and maybe I need to go over the timeline and also make some minor improvements in some of the poorly written scenes...But all in all, I'm happy with the first draft.

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I'll be revisiting and polishing this book very soon, but I hope you like to read it in its raw form anyway.

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