Tamar's world is crumbling with husband on his way out the door the people she needs most are simply telling her to fall for them but who will she choose?
Tamar pov When I woke up I definitely wasn't in my bed because I was bouncing so I know it wasn't my bed for real I got up but quickly covered myself realizing I was still semi naked in the backseat of Kandi's car I wouldn't have minded it but I haven't spoken to her since yesterday morning so I'm confused did she see my bruised body but I just sat there until I made i contact with Kandi in the rear view mirror
K: glad to see your finally up and still alive I know she's seen the bruises Tay: yea just had rough night I didn't think you was coming to get me from my house though K: we'll I can't stand to see the bruises on ur body it makes me upset
She doesn't know who did them cause I didn't tell nobody Vince was abusing me the way he was. But I stay silent and just looked down trying not to cry again before she grabs my chin I don't know when we got to her house but that's where we are and it's not the main house it's the guest house she knows I want to hide again that's why I'm over here.
Our staring caused me to think about how luck I am to have her in my life she doesn't know that I low-key like her but I just don't want to cross that boundary with her and ruin a great friendship that we have i noticed she's trying to get me to tell that I'm not ok but I don't want to because I know she's going to hunt down Vince and hurt him for hurting me.
I feel like she knows me better than I know my own self she can tell when I'm lying when I'm trying to avoid the conversation of certain topics and every time she rescues me from everyone else that tries to pry into my personal life to much.
K: Tay are you there? Earth to Tamar. T: I'm here I just want to go inside and cuddle can we do that instead of talking K: ok but im going to cook something because I'm hungry and you just woke up so I know you're hungry T: you are always talking about some damn food greedy ass K:hey a girl gots to eat here She's going to make this so hard for me not to think about here sexually but it's ok though she's not going to find out what I think unless I talk in my sleep which I'm glad I don't because we always cuddling when I'm over here.
Kandi pov After we ate our lunch we cuddled up together and watched random movies until she went back to sleep i knew I had to get up so I can pick out my outfit for this party we are attending later but I really don't want her around anyone else with a messed up mindset so I decided to pick out a few pieces and bring it back here so she can choose how we are going to go slay this party.
When I got back her phone kept going off so I picked it up and see that it was her sister trying to reach her but I also saw the threat that Vince had sent but it's going to be alright so I decided to text her sister and tell her that Tamar needs a few days to herself so she doesn't stress herself out and she was fine with that as for the monster I just left him on read.
When I tried to leave but I guess she was awake now because she grabbed my hand and pulled me to her and I swear that shit made wet but I'm not going to say anything imma just be here for her.
Tay:where are you going? K:I gotta take a shower so we can go to the party Tay: can I come sit in the restroom with you please we can talk K:ok but you would have to leave out before I walk out the shower Tay:ok I don't want to see your goodies anyway
Well I proceeded to go into the bathroom and I really wanted to be in here by myself just to cool off but I'll wait until she leaves to calm down my body but once I was out my clothes I stepped it to the shower the warm water was taking me through my thoughts and I forgot to tell Tamar I was in.
Tay: you must be enjoying that water K:what do you mean? Tay:because you forgot to let me know you was in there. K: oh my bad I was in my head Tay:what are you thinking about? K: I'm trying to understand why your husband keeps beating you
It was quiet for a while I think she doesn't want to talk about it but I just don't understand why she doesn't get out of there while she's still alive.
Tay:because I can't deal with my mom and dad questioning me about why I left because they see him as a good husband and nobody knows my real preference for what kind of person I want
K:that's understandable but I don't like seeing you unhappy it makes me feel like a bad friend for not saving you Tay:*whispers* I wish a had someone as caring as you K: what did you say? Tay:Nothing imma go back to the room K: ok
When she said what she said I hear her but I don't think she's going to be ready to leave him just yet because she wants him to still be this so called go man but I got out the shower and I basically just but on my under garments and tried on my first option for her
K:Tay should I wear this? Tay: do have anything black? K: I have this one dress but it has my boobs out some Tay: good so I don't have to be the only one
I went to go change my outfit into this lovely black dress I hope she thinks I look sexy what the hell am I thinking right now I am sexy so imma look sexy as hell.
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When I came back she was sitting there trying to wipe her tears away but I had already seen them so I had to ask
K: what's wrong boo? Tay: he just sent me another threat saying I better be at the party.
