Chapter 21

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Toni's Pov

So when I get downstairs it looks like Tamar and Kierra had words because Tamar looks conflicted and Kierra looks so over it and of course I gotta make a grand entrance
Toni: heyyyy family how is everyone
Trina: wonderful
Towanda: I thought I was going to have to break Tay and Kiki up for a second
Toni: why what happened
Kiki: she told me something I was waiting to hear
Tay: I didn't mean to do it the way I did it please forgive me
Kierra: I l forgive you but not for your sake it's for my heart
Tay:ok I can accept that

Kierra wanted to cry but I hugged her and told her to go upstairs for a second to get herself together she nodded and headed up the stairs to let herself get through her emotions

Traci: umm we gonna act like Toni didn't just send Tamar's ex upstairs to cry out her feelings for someone that knew they didn't want her

Tay: it's not that I don't want her it's hard for me to love her if her family doesn't accept her

Toni: you would never know because you out here going from one to the other

Tay: why are you so defensive about this

Toni: we all knew y'all dated almost 7years ago you broke up with her so you didn't have to explain your sexuality mommy

Tay: isn't true

Toni: it is because after I told mommy I was bisexual she said she doesn't understand why you haven't came out to her yet

Tay: she knew

MamaE: yes I did sweet heart when you would go to kierra house and then would come back the happiest I knew it wasn't just a friendship

Kiki: wow and you broke up with me because she wouldn't understand our relationship you were just scared

Tay: I didn't want to get kicked out of the house like Toni did

Toni: that was because Daddy was a pastor who had major beliefs and a big ego but around that time he wasn't around that often because of the gco

MamaE: Don't say it

Toni: then why are you here for

MamaE: fix your tone when talking to me Michelle

Toni: I don't want y'all here especially this baby sister of mines

Tay: why don't you want me here

Toni: because you are bringing this negative energy with you all the time

Tay: you just want kierra for yourself

Toni: at least I don't want her for selfish reasons

Tay: wouldn't dare tell her that you promised

Toni: I never made a promise you wanted me to but I said tell her before it was to late

Everyone else: WHAT IS IT

Toni: yea what is it baby sister

Tay: I can't

Toni: why not because you are ashamed of it

Tay: I only told you and Kandi

Toni: and Kandi is getting bribed to keep quiet

Tay: no I'm not bribing her

Toni: she got you in the end not Kierra

Tay: why would you say something like that

Toni: my sister Kandi liked you from the start and didn't say anything until now because I wasn't there to stop her

At this point everyone was confused and wanted to know everything that was going on

Toni: Kierra your ex got pregnant during y'all relationship and that's why y'all were fighting so much then after her abortion she tried seeking comfort and you didn't want to have sex with her so she went and got it from my girlfriend

Kierra: wow can I have my phone now so I can go

Toni: ok but they all gotta leave first

MamaE: I know you're not kicking me out

Toni: you didn't care when your monster of a husband did it to me

MamaE: ok remember this

Toni: I will remember Tamar sleeping with Janet

MamaE: how did you know

Toni: because one night Janet slipped up and said the wrong shit

Trina: let's go before Toni ends up in the hospital because of this

Tay: now you're concerned and I don't care

Toni: come on give your worse shot Tay

MamaE: TAMAR GET YOUR ASS IN THE CAR NOW

Tay: whatever

After they left I didn't have any more strength to deal with anyone let alone my son's so imma accept the silence for a while

Toni: it behind the picture of me and my kids and the pin is my birthday

Kiki: Oh ok

I watched her go up to a similar picture

Toni: it's not that one it's closer to the kitchen

Kiki finally got her phone and after that she went into the kitchen and she was in there for a good little minute until she came out with a plate of breakfast she made and I gave her a sad smile

Kiki: what's wrong

Toni: I can't eat that

Kiki: why not

Toni: because I don't feel hungry

Kiki: you are hungry let's go upstairs so I can feed you ok don't worry about working it off because it's going to be fine ok?

Toni: ok let's go

We headed up the stairs and I had a flash back to when I caught Janet and Tamar in my son's room and I had just threw everything I could until they was outside my front door

Kiki: I would never do that to you ok?

Toni: how are you so sure?

Kiki: because I'm a faithful partner

Toni: ok

We headed into my room kierra sat the food down then sat up against my headboard and pat her lap so I can sit on her but I just went to the opposite side of the bed and got in because I really didn't want to sit on her lap but she pulled me into her and hugged me and I broke down crying because why was my life so complicated it didn't have to be this way
Toni: Kiki I need Janet to give me closer

Kiki: ok when

Toni: in a couple of days

Kiki: I'll be here for you ok

Toni: thank you so much





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