Toni Pov
I woke up to a phone off so loudly that it irritated me and I realized it was mine so I got off kierra and my bed to go do my mourning routine after I got in the shower I started letting my brain throw it's worst at me so I can try to manage the day with all the work I have to do and I realized that my mind doesn't want to be with kierra but she's the best thing that has happened in a good minute.
As I was still thinking I got done with my shower and I was now dressed and was doing the last touches but I was so consumed by thoughts that I didn't see kierra get out of my bed on the phone it was like I'm on autopilot and I got to the door and I broke down and I still continued out the door I had to get to the studio I was collaborating with Xscape and I didn't want to look unprofessional so I gotta pull myself together to look decent but Kandi was the one who reached out to me and asked if I could do a feature and she wanted to show me a song she wrote too so I had to see what she has see if I'm able to pull off both songs.
I finally made it to the studio and I see that I was the third one to get there so it's Jazz, Kandi, and me so we had time to discuss the business first
Toni: Hey guys
Jazz: Hey we got the Living Legend in the building who's next Janet Jackson
Kandi: "laughing" no Janet doesn't do features unless it's going to be her work
Toni: I know the struggle of getting her to feature too
Kandi: can we talk outside in my car real quick
Toni: ok sure
Kandi's car
I got in and I felt like she wanted to talk about the devil aka my baby sister
T: what happened now?
K: Nothing I was going to say that Janet is supposed to stop by today
T: Ok and?
K: I wanted to warn you before instead of throwing you in the lion's den
T: thank you so much for the consideration
K: you can take the lyrics to the song I want you to have and you can mix it up to where your comfortable with it ok?
T: ok but I want to say I never got any closure from Janet so I can set that up when I see her
K: I can come with you if need be
T: yea I'll text you the details if she agrees ok
K: ok
We went back in the studio and we didn't realize that we was being followed until the person tapped me on the shoulder and I turned around and I see my ex lover standing in front of me and I didn't know if I should be upset but I acted so nicely and I actually gave her a hug and continued to the elevator so I could text kierra and I'm really not ok with this so imma have to take a break so I can process but I'm mature enough to be able to record some music that's not going to be the problem.
The real problem is Janet willing to give me the answers that I really and truly needed by the time I walked in our booth I see Keri sitting next to Jazz and I couldn't continue this studio session with a monster from my past and Janet too I can't take all this heartache so they going to have to work something out because I can't.
K: Toni I wasn't aware that she was coming
T: I can't I gotta go like right now
Keri: your still running away from me and I don't understand why
T: YOU MADE MY LIFE A LIVING HELL
Keri: that was all your fault
I turned around around and looked at Janet and seen she felt really bad for me but she's not who I want at all but I'm speak my peace and leave
T: All my fault that you forced yourself on me after I told you that I'm attracted to both genders you wanted me all for yourself.
Keri: see that's all your fault
Kiki: Now she's not your problem any more so I'm going to take my Queen and go thank you
J: what? Your Queen since when
Kiki: once again Janet she isn't your problem she just needs closure from you so Saturday at 3pm be there or Gil is going to drag you there
J: how the hell did you talk to my best friend about this
Kiki: he finds out everything and he's downstairs too. Come on Toni
Kandi: Hey kierra
Kiki: don't speak to me unless you want to be cussed out
Toni: can I get the lyrics Kandi
Kandi handed me the song and I walked over to Janet and gave her a side hug and I walked over to kierra she looks so upset she made me feel small I guess she figured I was really upset because she picked me up and carried me all the way to the car she even kissed me while in public not caring about paparazzi.
She's not going anywhere because she makes me so secured that being around her and my exes all I saw was her and her sexy outfit that was just a t shirt and jeans but I loved it so much
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The Love Triangle
FantasyTamar's world is crumbling with husband on his way out the door the people she needs most are simply telling her to fall for them but who will she choose?
