BloodLust

11 | Last Smile

Brews Ailousos description: chocolate brown fur, with a darker brown tail, forearms, back legs, and ears. With Snow White neck fluffy and a rhombus shape in the center of her chest that was the same dark brown as her tail, and 2 stripes that went down her check from her eyes to her jaw on both sides of her face, with chocolate cream eyes

Crimsons Ailousos description: crimson colored fur with reddish cream eyes, and deeper shades of red going down her forearms, legs, and tail with 2 deeper patches around both her eyes and ears as well as on her lip

Timeline: 11th grade summer

‼️WARNINGS‼️: vomiting, drug use, and death.

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Brew POV
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I don't know how this happened, the voice has been nagging at me to try this, i never thought it would go this far....

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Previous day
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More! You desire MORE! The voice screamed at me, its gotten louder the past few days

A few days ago its yelling was so loud all i could do was lie down and cry from the headache it gave me, and of course give it what it wanted

Their is nothing more I regret then giving into its demands the first time

~flashback~

I was walking maple while listening to music, i was just me and Maple Crimson had a football meeting with her teammates and coach's so she would be gone for the day

I didn't mind, i wanted to be alone so i could come up with a birthday present for her. Her birthday is soon so i want to get her the best present ever, Crimson has always been a great gift giver so i wanted to try to one up her, for once

Girls/girls/boys by panic at the disco was blasting in my ears while i tried thinking of a good present, but then another voice sounded in my head

'Maybe you should get her a tinder profile so when you finally kill yourself she won't miss you' the voice echoed in my mind, i shook my head to clear my mind 'shut up!' I replied

The voice continued to speak as i walked 'have you ever just wanted all the pain to go away? Just wanted everything to vanish in the blink of an eye?' It asked, when I didn't reply it screamed 'HAVE YOU EVER WANTED IT ALL TO GO AWAY?!?!' The voice was sound enough to cause me to suddenly stop and cover my ears

Maple turned and looked at me with a tilted head, i uncovered my ears before relying 'm-maybe, but that's not possible, at least not without drugs' i explained continuing to walk like nothing happened

'Exactly...' the voice echoed, 'what do you mean?' I asked

'You know they can help you, they can put you at ease....' the voice said its tone dropping menacingly

'What?! NO, I WILL NOT' i nearly yowled out loud

'Oh, yes you will'

Suddenly the world around me seemed to turn black, i still felt the hard ground beneath me it was like all i did was close my eyes but now I couldn't get them open

Suddenly i felt myself running, running fast. I heard Maple bark in my direction but I couldn't stop

It was like I wasn't able to control my own body, soon i felt rocks under my shoes and felt the cold handle of a door

I realized by the movement that i was back at my house, i heard Mr. Smith speak but I couldn't make out the words

I felt the cold handle of a cabinet then i took a, well what felt like, a bottle out of it