THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY

CHAPTER THREE - GAME

Lila POV

I decided to let him know about my pregnancy. I think even after the hurtful words that he throws at me. He still has the right to know since he is the father. And I can't take away his right as a father of my child.

So since I can't hold him via call or text I decided to attend and watch the game where he played as running back of the team.

I forgot to mention that Blake is a professional football player and he plays as a running back. Even though he came from a wealthy family, Blake still pursued his dream to become a professional football player.

I admire his courage and determination even if he doesn't need to do it. He has everything offered on his plate but still he chooses to go to try outs and casted in a natural way. He said that he doesn't like to use his family name for business purposes. His dreams are not for business but for his happiness.

I went inside the stadium where the game was held. The security have already known me. It's natural for a football wives to come to the game and watch their husbands playing in the field while the wives will be cheering on the VIP box seats.

When I entered the room, I saw familiar people that I usually see and some I can't remember seeing. I just shrugged as I could feel all their eyes on me when I took a seat in the usual spot where I usually watch Blake playing.

"Why is she here?" I can hear someone's face I can't remember seeing in here.

"Is she for real?"

"Goodness, if I am here I would never stay a foot in here? Does she have some senses?"

I heard a few whispering but I didn't bother to look nor clarify the matter. I am not here for that so I would rather stay quiet here.

"Hi??" Althea, Evan's wife, called me out from my reverie.

"Hi!!!"

"Don't mind those girls ok?"

"Oh it's ok, I don't even know them!" I smiled at her,

When the game started I saw Blake running in the field. It's a normal sight to see but it always makes my heart go crazy. And when he looked at the side his eyes captured mine and he frowned looking at me.

Minutes later I saw him marching down and heading towards me. He entered the room and I felt like air was slipping off my body. He still had the same expression the last time we talked.

"Get out of here!" He said to me, making me shocked.

"Huh? I usually watch your game Blake?"

"Well I don't need your cheering!"

"Then can we talk? I have something to tell you?"

"Really? You still have decency to say something like that? What a slut!" A girl that I don't appear in Blake's side and she put her hands on his arms. She even has the guts to kiss him in front of me and what is even more confusing is that Blake responded as well.

"What the, man!" I can hear Evan on the back trying to stop them. " Your wife is here?"

"Fucking don't care, she's not my wife anymore. If you come to talk. Then talk, but I don't care. I told you I already have someone. I want you out of my life and I don't want to see your face but you came here? Really? You really are something? See this girl?" He pointed to the girl he just kissed a while ago. " He moved forward and leaned on my ear to whisper something to me. "She's more fun in bed than you. I don't even know what I see in you? That I choose you over those girls before that clearly can give me the satisfaction I need! I guess love makes me blind! But not now! You are nothing to me!" If my heart was broken after what he said back in the house, now he crushed and ruined it. I looked at him with no emotion anymore because I don't know what to feel.

I saw Evan dragged him and talked some shit on him. I blink a few times as I can feel Althea shaking me.

"You ok?" She asked me. " Do you want to…!"

I didn't let her finish her sentence as I spoke to her.

"It's ok! I need to go!" I said to her as I walked or more on running as fast as I could to leave that place. Because it makes me feel suffocated and I want to vomit.

I dragged myself away from that place and luckily even feeling a little bit nauseous and dizzy I successfully went out. I went to my car but I didn't start it, instead I cried. I cried and I cried because the pain in my heart is unbearable.

I want to shout, throw and thrash but I can't. The pain makes me go insane that even breathing is painful too. That each time I close my eyes all I see is Blake kissing that girl in front of me. I think I died today.

After how many minutes I stayed inside my car. Even though the pain was still there, I decided to drive back. Even though it's hard and painful, I need to be strong for my baby. Yes, my baby! Then my mind went back to the reason why I went to the game.

I decided to keep the baby. From the looks of it I don't think he will be happy knowing I am pregnant.