Amongst the worst

Why me?

When he finally noticed my presence his gaze left his phone and fixed on to me, he looked me up and down "What is she doing here?" he spat

"You didn't tell me you had a roommate" I say

"Yeah sorry about that I didn't think you would mind" he said picking up a remote
"Wanna watch something?" he asks

"Preferably not." Tyler said picking up a book next to him

"Well I wasn't asking you, you never watch films with me"
He just rolled his eyes and continued scanning his book.

"I'm never watching a film with you and especially Andrew every again"

Sam turned to me "Andrew forced him to watch titanic with us and let's just say it did not end well"

"Whatever he doesn't have to listen" I jump on Sam's bed and start looking through Netflix. "Divergent! Can we watch divergent?" I shout out

"Sure, I've never watched it"
"Can I sit next to you?" He asks and I nod as he slides next to me. I turn on the film, Tyler of course doesn't pay attention at all. "Come on at least try to pay some attention to the film, who knows you might even enjoy it" I say

"I highly doubt that."

I just sigh and continue watching the film with Sam until someone barges into the room. "Tyler did you steal my cond- Oh hey Rose!" Andrew showed up at the door, taking breaths in between words as he spoke "Why does is sound like you just ran a marathon?" I ask

"Well basically something I desperately need has gone missing and my bet is that Tyler stole them, but I forgot where his room was so I just ran round the whole floor looking in each room"

"Well why do you think Tyler has them?" Sam asks, not even looking their direction

"Well because I would expect that-" he starts

"Please let me hurt him, please just a little bit" Tyler turns to Sam and I

"No" we both say and Tyler hits his head on the back frame of his head and sighs over dramatically until Andrew finally speaks up

"Don't lie to yourself you love me I'm your best friend you would never hurt me." Andrew starts looking through Tyler's drawers, Tyler comes from behind and pulls the back of his shirt and yanks him down.

"You don't ever look through my things without permission and to answer your question I don't have them" Tyler finally let's go of Andrew and Andrew sprints into the bed Sam and I were sitting on and squeezes in between us "Please hide me from him"

"Oooo what are we watching?" he asks

"Divergent, it's a great film I used to watch it with my family all the time" I say

"Cool now shut up so I can watch it" Andrew made it extremely hard to move around because he was quite literally a giant, so I had my arms glued to each side of me. I only have one question. Why me?

We were almost halfway done with the film and my back hurt so much from the position I was laying in, I felt numb all over as well. "Four is so hot" I admire his perfectly shaped muscles and his handsome face.
I hear Tyler make a weird sound from the other side of the room but I just choose to ignore it. "I hate Eric" Andrew said, throwing a sock at the TV.

The film was nearly over, my eyes were starting to close but a loud yell made my eyes fly back open, I turned round to see Tyler shouting something at the TV "Yes YES Tris kill that bitch!" he was stood up now, we just stared at him in shock. "You- you were watch in the film?" Andrew asks, his jaw was dropped. Tyler doesn't reply to that, instead he sits back down as if nothing ever happened. A small chuckle escaped my lips. By the time the film ended and the credits had come up Sam and Andrew were already long gone. Andrew's head was on my shoulder, crushing my skull. He literally was a giant teddy bear and it was slowly killing me. Somehow I managed to stay awake for a little longer, I turned to look at Tyler who was wide awake still reading his book. "Do you sleep at all?" I ask

"Not really" I hadn't expected that answer, I just thought he's say 'I wasn't tired' or something like that. "Why?" I was genuinely worried for him, there must be something keeping him awake, maybe there's a reason he doesn't like sleep.

"I just don't like dreaming, it's pointless and gives you false hope" he almost says it in a whisper

"Dreams are a lot better than nightmares" I felt myself slowly drift off

"Not necessarily, I would rather have a nightmare than a dream"

"That's dumb, why would you want to have a nightmare" I really did try my best to keep my eyes open, but it just wasn't working

"Because at least in nightmares you're happy it was all in your head. Dreams just make you compare your life to that dream and you wake up and you're annoyed that you're own mind would make up stories or scenarios that would never happen in real life" I heard him stop talking, then footsteps walking over to me. He whispered something in my ear but I was already asleep.

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I woke up in my room, how the heck did I get here? I didn't even remember coming back to my room. "You're probably wondering how you got here" Daisy was towering over me examining my every movement "Why are you looking at me like I have two heads?" I ask her

"I'm just thinking" she responds

"About...?" I throw my hands over my face to ignore her stare but she pulls them away "Did you know Tyler carried you here when you fell asleep?"
Her words shocked me so much I couldn't even form words. I opened my mouth to say something but no words came out. Daisy must have seen this and she burst out laughing.

"So what did you do in his room huh?" she asked intrigued. I was still shocked at the fact that Tyler freaking Blake carried me here so I just stayed silent.
"Ok but on a more serious note Nick has planned a whole school assembly to honour your brother. No one knows what it's about yet"

This time I answered "I'm sorry what? Why would he do that. Isn't a funeral good enough for him?" I yelled

"Yeah about the funeral. It's tomorrow."