「ᴋɪᴍ ꜱᴇᴏᴋᴊɪɴ- ᴠᴇʀꜱɪᴏɴ- ʙᴏᴏᴋ 6」
"Please Mayla--," he clenches his grip on your hand, preventing you from fleeing his grasp.
"No!--do you have any idea what the worst feeling is right now? It's falling for someone repeatedly, knowing they won't be the...
"The most confused you will ever get is when you try to convince your heart and spirit of something your mind knows is a lie."
― Shannon L. Alder
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You dragged yourself back to the kitchen after taking a brief nap in the TV lounge to prepare some instant spicy noodles. Your thoughts kept wandering to the charming Kim Seokjin because they were all over the place.
Your heart deceitfully fluttered once again upon seeing him once more in all his glorious beauty. You groan heavily as you wait for your meal to boil in front of the steel gas stove. When it was finished, you placed it in a small, round patterned bowl, grabbed some dark mahogany chopsticks, and slowly made your way back to the couch where you were cross-legged and enjoying a variety show.
Due to Emilia's intense movie addiction and the fact that you always let her make the decision, you enjoy watching culinary and baking shows on her Netflix account, and you always let her choose the movies for family movie nights. You decide to read baking books instead because you are too busy to do anything else, and nobody in the family is aware that you are working on a confectionary book of teatime treats. You intend to publish all the exquisite cupcakes that everyone in college admired.
But Seokjin is once more like a wrecking ball in your life, forcing his way into both your life and your mind and leaving you reeling. You pursed your lips tightly as you put your bowl down with meaning,as you looked at the tv screen in front of you, "Seokjin... I'm not going to let you control my whole being anymore... I'm done loving you...so done! Do you hear me!! "you practically scream at the television as if it represented the image of Seokjin.
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Your eyes started to tear up again as you started to sniff, "Oh my gosh! Who am I kidding! Why, fate, why did you bring him back into my life. I'm I'm almost 27 years old. Why can't I just let go of him. Why him!" you lament inwardly. The pain of lost love returned like a ghost in the wind. Undetected, but the cold remained inside your innermost being.You went to countless therapy sessions to deal with the loss of your dad whom you are still not over as well as the pain to let go of the guy you loved.
