Dark Secrets (Mattheo x reader )

wake up (chapter 7)

mattheo pov and thoughts

(She isn't awake yet she has been in this godamn coma for a week,I visit her even more then draco does ,I can't help but miss,miss her smile,miss her eyes, she made the group better when she came to Hogwarts and she maybe won't even remember what happened when she wakes up ,...... If she wakes up )

*Enzo walks past and sees Mattheo still in the nurse so he walks in

Enzo: " you miss her a lot don't you ?"

Mattheo: " yeah I do man , this is my fault if I would have just stayed away from her thow would have never does this ,it's all my fault"

Enzo: " she would've died if you hadn't gone after her ,she would be dead but at least rn she is alive"

Mattheo: " but she is in a coma..."

Enzo: " I know but she will wake up it will just take time,she got a lot of brain damage"

Mattheo: "I know ,ok let's go to potions"

Enzo: " ok"

*Mattheo and Enzo walk to potions

Yn's pov and thoughts

*Yn is still with her dead mom and trying to figure out how to get out

(How do I get out of here I need to get to my friends and my family...and Mattheo.. )

*Yn hears a loud bang and everything goes black

* Yn wakes up somewhere else this place is also familiar

Yn: " what the hell,where am I now!"

*Yn is thinking ,trying to figure out where she is

(I fell like I should remember this place but I don't ,it looks familiar but I can't remember why)

*A school bell rings and yn knows exactly where she is

(No way ,I'm at THE muggle school,where I killed someone for the first time ,why am I living through all my tragic events again ,I need to get out of here )

Yn: " godamn it no ,I can't be here I can't do this shit again,I never wanted it hurt him

(I feel like I'm lying to myself,I wanted to hurt him for talking shit and bullying me but I never wanted to kill him )

* A bunch of kids walk out of classes and a boy comes up to yn

? : " Hey freak! Go kill yourself,no one wants you here

*Yn starts crying

?: " Go cry to your mom little bitch ,oh wait you can't she is dead , to bad to sad ,sucks to suck bitch "

Yn: " shut up or else"

?: " Or else what ,you won't do anything"

*Yn uses her powers ,grabbing him into the air while choking him

Yn: " I said shut up you little prick"

?: " P-ple-pl - please st-stop I'm sorry

Yn: " no your not"

*Yn continues to choke him he does but she thinks he is passed out

Yn: " that's what you get you piece of shit"

* A teacher runs up to the boy and find out he is dead ,yn is ashamed and in fear ,she is sent to the office while they wait for her dad

* Yn's dad talks to the principal yn gets expelled and yn and her dad go home

*They get home

*Draco is out of the house

Lucius: " you bitch, why the fuck would you kill someone,you are so godamn clueless and stupid your honestly such a fucking disappointment your mom should have put you up for adoption or better aborted you "

*Yn starts crying

Yn: " you don't mean that"

Lucius: " yeah I do you bitch ,you know what I'm going to give you what you deserve"

Yn: " dad no !"

(I can't go through this again I can't feel the pain of the abuse)

*Yn dad starts beating her and hitting her and throwing bottles

Yn: " da-dad pleas stop
* She says while crying

Lucius: " no you deserve this your mom would agree with me"

Lucius continues to beat yn until she is knocked out

* Yn wakes up in 1 final place and automatically realizes what and where she is is

(No ,I will do anything for this to not happen again,this is the one thing I need to not happen )

* Yn  is in her house alone and someone breaks in

(No ,no ,no plz no!)

*Yn  quickly locks her bedroom door and hides in her closet

*Someone tries to open her door but realizes it's locked so they break her door down to

?: " I know someones in here "

*Yn's breathing gets heavy and loud so the person finds her

Yn: "no ,no please!!!"

*The person grabs yn as she struggles and ties her hands and feet together and tie her to her bed

*Then they do something unforgivable

(No no I can't do this again the pain was horrible why didn't I just go with draco and dad that day I can't do this again)

*The person proceeds to rape yn (not going into detail on this )

*Yn cries uncontrollably until she can't take it anymore so she does something to stop the pain ,to stop her emotions,the things she did the first time her mom died ....

To be continued..........