Dark Secrets (Mattheo x reader )

hatred (chapter 25)

(short chapter)

Yn gets up and limps to the cafeteria and walks in

*Yn walks in and all eyes are on her..

Mattheo's pov and thoughts

(What is everyone looking at )

*Mattheo looks over and sees yn and they lock eyes and Mattheo gives her a death stare

(Bloody hell I told her to stay in bed why the hell is she up )

*Pansy sees Mattheo gives yn a death stare

Pansy: " shit is about to go down "

*Matthoe walks up to yn and grabs her arm and brings her out of the lunch room

Mattheo: " what the hell yn"

Yn: " what? , I was hungry "

Mattheo: " I told you I was getting you food "

Yn: " poppy said it was ok "

*Mattheo raises his hands and yn flinches
*Mattheo notices

(Shit, I -i wasn't going to hit her , why would she flinch , she knows I wouldn't hit her ever)

Mattheo: " yn - I-i would never hit - you "

Yn: " I -i know -i-im sorry "

Mattheo: " for what, you did nothing wrong"

Yn: " for flinching"

*Mattheo hugs yn

Mattheo: " don't say sorry I'm sorry "

Yn: " it's fine but Mattheo you have to understand I want to be treated like I'm ok , like I'm a normal person and that I'm ok"

Mattheo: " but are you ok"

Yn: " of course I'm not ok but I've been through worse and survived so I will again , somehow I always do"

*Yn walks away and goes to the lunch room and Mattheo stays behind

*Matthoe finds an empty class and sits on the floor against the wall trying not to cry

(How do I always fuck things up , she was clearly scared I was going to hit her ,if she thinks I would ever hit her ,then I must be doing something wrong )

*Mattheo starts crying

*Matthoe goes to his dorm

            
    Yn's pov and thoughts

*Yn walks into the lunch room and sits down with her group while some people are still staring

Draco: " I'm glad your back yn"

Yn: " me to "

Enzo: " how you feeling ?"

Yn: " not any shittier then I do on a daily basis "

*Enzo chuckles

Tom: " I'm glad your ok yn"

Yn: " you know what, thanks Tom"

Tom: " yeah of course "

Pansy: " where is Mattheo?"

Yn: " I don't he didn't follow me back , he needed a minute "

Pansy: " oh ok "

              Mattheo's pov and thoughts

(I need to blow off some steam , I need to kill or fuck someone )

                Yn's pov and thoughts

(Where is Mattheo )

Yn: " I think I'm going to go look for Mattheo , he is taking a while "

Pansy: " ok we will be here "

*Yn walks away and starts looking for Mattheo

*Yn walks into the girls bathroom and sees Mattheo Killing a girl "

Yn: " what the fuck "

*Mattheo looks over and sees yn

Mattheo: " oh shit "

*Yn walks away and Mattheo pulls the knife out of the girl and runda after yn

Mattheo: " yn!"

*Yn is in shock and walks into the cafeteria

Pansy: "omg yn what's wrong ?"

Yn: " he was killing someone "

*Mattheo runs in

Matthoe: " yn it's not what it looks like "

*Everyone is watching now

Yn: " I think it was exactly what I think it was "

Mattheo: " I'm sorry "

Yn: " your pity ass sorry isn't going to help you this time "

Mattheo: " just hear me out yn "

Yn: " no fuck you "

Matthoe: " please yn"

Yn: " no , I thought you were better than that to go off killing people , your just like your father "

Mattheo: " I mean you killed a bunch of people when your emotions were off"

Pansy: " what the fuck did you just say to her ?"

*Yn tears up

Yn: " that's not the same fucking thing , I had no control over myself "

Mattheo: " I mean you could have turned your emotions back on and sucked it up

*A tear falls from yn's eye

Yn: " it's not that easy, right when I turned it off I had to relive every bad things that has ever happened to me , every death, every scar , every hit, everything "

*Yn's eyes turn red

Yn: " you are a pathetic, murderer, I thought you were different from your dad and didn't kill people but I was so fucking wrong"

Mattheo: " fuck you yn "

Yn: " fuck you to "

Yn: " how do you do something wrong and try and turn it on me ?"

Mattheo: " I was bored so I killed someone

*Yn starts crying

Yn: " how the fuck could you kill someone for fun"

Yn: " and you promised me , that you wouldn't kill anyone or hurt anyone anymore "

Mattheo: " well I lied "

Yn: " there is something wrong with you , I hate you ...

(I never hated him like I do right now )

*Yn walks away

*Pansy and Enzo follow behind yn ...

To be continued